chapter 1- lost in the dark
I had this dream again, about the girl that look just like me and stares. she have the same soft light chocolate skin as I do. Dark, Brown eyes, pink lip, black hair. and the dream is always the same. I see the girl jumping and playing, but when she see me, she look at me with these mean eyes, and envy what I have or done, why is she mean all the time and why does she haunt me in my dreams? the answer is because is she a ghost. Yes, a real ghost and sometimes I would see her in the hallways of my school or at home, even sometimes she will talk to me into doing things I would not normally do on a regular bases. One day I saw the girl and she would try to touch me. the feeling will be so spine-tickling, that when I'd woken, half finger was going numb.
I waken from a knock on my door. ''angel come down stairs, is time to go a school", the voice called. My mother calls me angel because is short for angelica, everyone calls me angel. I'd hurry and start to walk to school. "you going to school?'', the girl said. ''shut up'', I told her. ''awww, what the matter? to tired, maybe you need some fun''.''Go away," cold feeling drip down on my figures and pull me into the street. cars, speeds and stop. '' HEY! you trying to get yourself kill'', the man yell at me. I continue to walk to school. My mother makes me go to therapy to talk about my feeling and why I been acting so strangely, the therapies would say I'd suffer form a illness called schizophrenia, but I know she real, her name Janet White, and she was a student in Darwin High school, and was the best student there ever was, but one day while coming home form school, she was kidnap and later found dead. everyone will sometimes say that we look just alike and get me confused with Estrella White, but am nothing like her. I come in Darwin high school and sweet fresh smell of my high school. the colors of school, red, blue, and white, like the American flag. lockers red and from the inside green, it was 7:35 am and I was early. I went to my first period class, and sat in the first row. ''did you do the homework, angel?'' yeah I did it. I hand him the homework and went back to my seat. it was now 8:00 am and class was getting started. ''we was reading hamlet, and we was reading about when The ghost appears one final time, and Hamlet finally attacks Claudius and kills him, fulfilling the vow of revenge. Hamlet is pardoned for the killing of Claudius, and is proclaimed King of Denmark, to cries of "Vive Hamlet! Notre roi!". After that, Mr. Whiner gave me, my English test score back, ''great a 95%'', I told Mr. Whiner. It was 8:47 and the class bell ranged. I quickly when to my 2nd period class.
I'd went into the class and sit at the first row. I love being the first row, because you can hear better and you learn more when you in the first row. ''Hi angel" Ms. Groundhouse said in a powerful voice. Ms. Groundhouse was so loud and up-beat, I wish I could be happy and loud as Ms. Groundhouse is, but when having a 16 year old dead student living in your body, the world seem to take a toll on you. I could hear the chattering of other student talking about make up and other girly thoughts, the footsteps of people walking in the hallways. I was doing a quick two paragraph essay on what goes on in the world and how it works and how does people start to developed later in life. My hand was slowly cramping. "hey, angel Annie said in a high pit sound. Annie was my best Friend since the 1st grade and we kept no secerts, but I don't know how to tell her about Janet, and will she believe me? Hey, I haven't since you in a while angel, me to, it sure been a long time, I told Annie softly. Annie haven't talk to me ever since janet had been lived inside me, now Annie think am a schizophrenia freak. I move my sit and pertend that Annie was not there. sometimes I feel so hollow then a whole, and there is no light in this darken world which I live in.
It was now 9:40, period 3 when I'd went to math class. Mr. Bloomer gave us a math test. I try to begin the test on order of operation, sum problems, and many different types of equations. I don't understand math, math can be another language for me. full of variable, integer, explanations. I'd look on the paper and see all types of swirls and curls, number with letters, and exponents. my hand tackle and wiggle and I breath very deeply. modules of water dipping from forehead to the tip of my nose. I feel something in throat causing me to choke. I'd start to cough and see a splash of blood comes on my test paper. then I start to touch my throat, and cheek. saw red bloody blobs on my hands. I scratch my cheek and chunk of my cheek had fallen. HAAAAA!!!!!!!!! I screamed. I waken and the blood had disappeared, I try to started my math test.
