maybe you didn't necessarily change,
but you aren't who i fell in love with anymore.
you used to care about me,
miss me when i was distant.
ive been gone for a while now, either you haven't noticed or haven't bothered to care,
that's not the man i fell for.
i fell for the man who had a soul filled with flowers, a smile that shined like the rising sun, now im staring at an empty vessel,
the fire you had inside of you is burning out and im tired of being the one feeding it because all it eats away at is my sanity.
ive spent months trying to figure out where you went, why you left, and if it was my fault. i realize now that it doesn't matter whether you changed or if you're hiding from your feelings or trying to escape something bigger.
you're still you,
and i still somehow love you.
