When it rain it pours
unable to take it anymore
faces blurring out
the laughs just a distant thought as a run
their judging faces
baring the wicked grins
the torment flows
not onto me but it still grows
Mother can you hear me now
as my face drips in a flow
tears cashing down
not making a sound
the pain is too much to bare
soon not only tears are dripping
crying and slashing
it's all I can do
Screaming at the sky
praying to finally die
Music flows through
into the womb
healing my thoughts
putting me at peace
as darkness crowds my vision
i smile as the world fades away
the blinding light violates my senses
flinching and trying to move away
i'm pinned to what feels like a bed
the noises assaulting my ears
as my focus comes around
i hear not just a women
but a man
a man weeping
"not yet my child" the man said to me
a comforting pressure was upon my chest
I awoke to a start
monitor beeping and my mother weeping
"why" is all she would say
it wasn't until i cleared my throat did she look at me
she looked at me alright
"don't ever do that stupid shit again"
since then I've been hiding
suffering in silence
awaiting for the day i turn 18
waiting for a chance in life
a chance to possibly be happy
to where pain wasn't regularly
to where i could find love
to where I could be fine.
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My Crazy Peotry
RomanceWell its what the title says its my crazy poetry...these are made from me from things that happen in my life and thoughts I have. <3 some are love...some are horror... hope u enjoy
