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Quiet
Worst way (to me)
The silence stares me down and shatters my heart. It engulfs me and never lets me go. No words. No one dares speak. What do I say? What do I do? Nothing. I willing let the silence take me away and pull me under until I feel nothing. I want to be numb, I want to not believe, to not have to face reality of what just happened and what I was just told.
Finally, sadness takes over. I cry, then sob, then start bawling until I can't breathe. I didn't expect this, I didn't think it was possible.
There are so many questions going through my brain and it's just too much to process.
Why?
How?
What do I do?
How do I react?
P I L L S
S U I C I D E
Two words I now hate.
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Joellen
RandomThis is just something that I have needed to get out. In October, I found out that my almost 24 year old Step Sister had committed suicide while back to college at Hobart and William Smith Colleges in Genova, New York. I am still really sad, and I a...
