Lucy's pov
2 days later, 4 days til prom, Harry already met Aunt Jenn, Aunt Jenn doesnt know who Harry is, Im still guilty and confused.
I knock on Aunt jenn's door, Hopefully she's awake i mean its 4 p.m. So maybe she is awake. The door finally opens after 3 knocks, Aunt Jenn gave me a hug and a kiss on my cheek.
I walked inside and sat on her couch, Her living room is still the same. Clean and with some Old stuff and other stuffs..
She sat on her fav. couch and smiled at me, I wonder what she is doing before i got here. I noticed the tea cup on the small table infront of me and a book. She is reading, I think i just disturb her.
"So Darling..Nice to see you visiting me again.." She said and wore her glasses.
" )Oh, Yeah i wanna talk to you about something.." i said
"What is it about ? " she asked, i noticed her staring at me in a curious way.
"So, You know Harry.. My boyfriend.."
"Yeah very nice young man." she said
"Well.. i..What if uh.. you made a mistake in the past and the person you love is like a victim what will you do, will you like tell him the truth ? " i asked
"What do you mean? Is this about Harry ? " she asked and i nodded
"Can you like tell me the whole story love? The truth.. who is this Harry guy ..?" she asked
"Aunt Jenn, Its hard.. he.. he was the kid.. the kid..the one i told you.." i said and started to cry
"Oh my.. Im so sorry love..This is hard..but..i really think he deserves to know the truth..you need to like tell him.." she said
"What if he doesnt need the truth ? I mean we are both happy together..." i told her, i scratch my hair and faced Aunt Jenn.
"He needs to know the truth love, Everyone deserves to know the truth but are you happy like this? Keeping this a big secret ? I know he still haven't got the justice he needs but the truth can make everything ok.." she said
"Im not happy keeping this big seret to him, But its just im so scared what if when i told him the truth he will just leave me and never ever talk to me or maybe he will file a case..or something.." i said
"Love, If he loves you he will never ever be angry at you that much, Yeah he might freak out but its because its about his mother, Also im sure when you tell him the truth everything will be fine... in a few days.." she said
"So you should tell him.." she added
"I'll take some time..first.. thank you Aunt Jenn.." i said giving her a hug.
Harry's pov
Lucy has been acting so weird, Yesterday i saw her taking pills something to calm her down. I asked her why she just said that she is sick and needs some rest. But everything seems so wrong, The past two weeks is weird. She started being different when i first brought her here in my flat.
Is something wrong with my flat?
I heard a knock on my door so i quickly opened it, Once i opened it the remote im holding fell on the ground.
"Shock to see me?" she asked, she smiled at me she still looks the same.
"Elly.." i said her name, Elly is my ex girlfriend back in new york,She is this some party girl a slut you may say she cheated on me 3 times and it hurts thats why i left new york.
"Hey Harry..so .. wanna let me in ?" she asked
"Why are you here ? How did you know that i live here?" i asked her
"I know some people.." she said while walking inside, even that is trespassing i still stayed quiet.She looked around then sat on my couch.
"You look good Harry, and this place is just wow.." she said
"You should leave.." i told her
"Tired of seeing me already ? Oh Harry..I'm here to get you back, I miss you.." she said
"I dont miss you..and you ant get me back.." i said
"Before i left i want you to finish this wine with me ok?" she said showing me the wine she brought.
"No.. i have school tomorrow so i cant go drinking with you, Also i dont like you anymore i hate you..and i already have someone.." i told her
"Oooohh...Someone..is she pretty? sexy ? blonde as always ? " she asked
"She is amazing and a brunette.." i told her
"Oh your on to brunette now.." she said
"Leave please.." i said and well she did leave good thing Lucy isn't here.
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Lucy's pov
I went back to my flat, I removed my shoes and lay on the couch, I stared at the blank ceiling then my closed my eyes.
Do you guys know the feeling of keeping a secret to make everything ok ? Its really hard, Its confusing and depressing in many ways. I just wanted to be with Harry forever, but this is a problem being with him. I might go to jail because of this.
I quickly opened my eyes and went to my room, I opened my closet and searched for the paper plane neklace i found that night, Im pretty sure its Harry's but im gonna keep it and wear it.
Its been like a week since i found out who Harry is and so far im getting better with this hiding stuff, The pills are working, I am taking it twice a day.
I grab my phone and checked my facebook, everything is boring,im bored, im a girl who has nothing great to do in her life.
I wish i didn't killed Harry's mum, i wish that it was me who died that time. I feel so dumb right now. I wish everything was fine.
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