I Just Cant Stop (A Creek FanFic)

|Chapter 7|

|Craig's P.O.V|

I walked right out the classroom and out the school, Tweek's words echoing in my head.

"I FUCKING HATE YOU JUST GO AWAY!"

Hate is such a strong word, it hurt, it really did hurt and after I thought he was finally getting there he just snapped, after I gave him comfort and let him cry in my arms he does that, it wasn't the Tweek I know, the Tweek I knew was so sweet... paranoid, cute and a blushing mess whenever I complimented him.

I really care and love him, but what can I do now, I can't hate him, I can't stop caring for him, he needs me and he knows it if I go then Kenny might go after him but then again would that be such a bad choice, Kenny's been through shit but I think he likes Butters so why would he go for Tweek. I still fucking hate him after he hurt Tweek though but I was a little happy he noticed me and decided to hang for a bit, we were texting all night and I loved it, it was like old times.

Flashback

"Alright darling lights off I love you"

My mum said to me as she planted a soft kiss upon my forehead, (the only time I smiled was when I was a kid and planning something), I told her I love her too before she walked out the room closing the door behind. I quickly grabbed my phone from under my pillow and instantly went to texting Tweek.

To: CoffeeBean
From: Space Boy
--Your my bestest friend Tweek xoxo

I didn't know why I always did X's and O's but I did, he didn't mind it either.

To: Space Boy
From: Coffee Bean
--Your my bestest friend too Craig xoxo

Flashback End

My mum would always check up on me, sometimes catching me giggling to myself, I'm not such a happy child now, I'm eighteen and moody well not to Tweek.

When I finally snapped out my thoughts for a second I found myself at Starks Pond, I'm not complaining it's a great place to just sit and chill, sure I have my own place but I think just relaxing by the water would do me, after what happened as well.

I took a seat by the bench and stared into the ripping water in front of me, I really have changed from when I was a kid, you could see my shaggy black hair more, it was well hidden back in the day, I got braces which don't seem to bother me unless someone points them out and makes fun of me for it, Tweek called me cute with them on hence why I started liking then more and then of course my eyebrow pearcing.

Tweek's changed a bit too, in appearance I mean, his eyes never used to be so baggy looking, he would always call me up if there was something wrong and couldn't sleep, his eyes are plain and dull now they don't have that spark of life I seen everyday, he always wears shirts with sleeve or even a hoodie now and of course I couldn't miss the bandages and the bruises around his face and head, what the hell is going on.

I turned my head upwards to the sky, the dark cloud appearing over the sun, soon small patters where heard when the droplets of rain came falling, great it was going to rain soon, should I stay here or go home? no...or go back.

I felt the rain getting heavier, okay school it is, it's much closer than where my house was but I don't know if I could face Tweek after the situation. Shaking my head I stand up and head towards the school, my hands stuffed into my hoodie pockets keeping them warm, my hat only keeps some of my hair dry, just my side fridge gets wet but I don't really care, my feet are getting wet though I hate the feeling of that.

I check around my surrondings, everyone has a hood up or the lucky ones have umbrellas

Lucky bastards

There isn't much people out, probably because of the heavy rain that suddenly came pelting down, probably ran or drove home again lucky bastards the ones with the vehicle's.

I finally appear to the school when suddenly the front doors burst open and every student and teacher comes racing out with cheers, hands in the air, giggling, laughing, bags upon their shoulder, what the hell is going on?.

I notice Butters and Kenny just standing by the pillars, Kenny look like he's trying to say something, 'hey wanna go on a date' is what he's probably trying to the inoccent sweet Leo, I can tell because Butters is pressed against the pillar his book against his chest smiling like an idiot, Kenny had his hand against the pillar just beside Butters head and his other hand rubbing the back of his neck...heh let's go ruin this moment.

"Hey Butters, Ken" I called

They both jump at the sound of my voice and Kenny stops leaning and stands in front of his 'boyfriend', he glares at me.

"What do you want Tucker, I'm busy"

"Trying to ask Butters out on a date yeah I know but I gotta ask why is everyone sprinting out the school?" I ask as a grin spread across my lips, they were blushing.

"The teacher just l-let us go because of the rain" Butters spoke up, I nodded looking around it was silent between the three of us before I spoke up.

"Do you guys....know where Tweek is?"

Suddenly I was pinned against the wall by an angry looking Kenny, Butters gasped standing back, my eyes narrowed at the orange parka male.

"Didn't you hear him in class, he fucking hates you Craig, y'know why? because your always gotta be there, he needs some space you heard him, he's fine so why don't you chill the fuck out before you hurt him and hurt yourself"

I try and block out the word hate...I couldn't stand Tweek hating me and Kenny should know that Tweek isn't fine.

"Do you really think he's fine?" I asked "Because you know he's changed, he's not the same innocent paranoid bean anymore, something's going on and I want to help him you know why? Because I like him and I don't want to see the love of my life I grew up with be in pain now tell me where he is"

I didn't care what I said, it was the truth.

I don't want to see Tweek in pain, I love that boy till the day I die.