I Just Cant Stop (A Creek FanFic)

|Chapter 14|

|Tweek's P.O.V|

All there was, was darkness, I could hear but I couldn't see, I couldn't move but I could feel.

I heard the sirens from the abulance,
I heard the painful cry's from Craig, his soft touch on my skin as he pulled me closer to him.
I couldn't touch him,
I couldn't see him but I could feel him.
The tears,
The pain,
The sadness.

I felt my self move from him, it was someone else I wasn't aware of, the paramedics maybe?, Yeah I could hear they're voice. Craig's voice slowly faded from the screams...from the yells...from the pain.

Before I knew it, I was getting rushed to hospital in the same abulance I heard the sirens from. They want to save me but I don't really want to get saved, they were better without me, I knew it.

My dad was better without me,
Craig was better without me,
Kenny, Butters,
The goths.

Everyone.

I could finally be at peace, with my mom, no more pain,
No more abuse,
No more yelling.

My vision grew darker, the noises fading away until there was

Nothing.

Was this it?, Was my time finally up? It had to be because I felt my body shut down, my mind going blank. I didn't get to say goodbye but. Maybe that's for the best, they will get over me soon.

I know it.

***

He fluttered his eyes open, his little brown orbs scanning his surrondings but there was nothing, all he seen was white, blankness, emptiness.

"Tweek!"

He turned round at the sound of his name, a small boy with black hair and a blue chullo hat.

"C-Craig?"

The boy smiled and ran over to him, his arms wrapping around him in a hug, the blonde was suprised, shocked even to receive a hug, but he hugged back and noticed two more boys making their way over. Clyde...and Token. They invited themselfs in the hug.

"I love you all, your my best friends"

Tweek smiled, closing his eyes and warming up in this group hug until he felt nothing at all, it was cold. He opened his eyes to see he was in school. There was silhouettes everyone and he could only make out on who they people where. He looked down at himself, he was much taller than just a moment ago and back up.

That's when, not one but three beings he knew and loved. Clyde, Token and Craig, they were like him, much older than they were a second ago but it was different, they all just walked past each other, Token didn't look up from his book to acknowledge them, Craig had his usual blank expression not even caring that they were there and Clyde...he wasn't even paying attention, he noticed them but he just ignored them. Tweek apporched them quickly and held out his hand to reach out.

"C-Craig, Token!, C-Clyde!"

He tripped up over his feet, closing his eyes tightly as he waited to hit the ground. It never came. He opened his eyes again to see...a casket, people sat in rows...some crying. He looked down to a single rose in his hand.

He know where he was, this was his mother funeral, he turned his head around to see his dad stand up, tears falling from his face as he dropped on his knees, heartbroken and screaming out for his wife, for Tweek's mother. Again Tweek felt himself stand, he made his way over to the casket, clutching the rose. He said nothing, closing his eyes once more and dropping the flower.

After a moment, he again opened his eyes too see light, to see that same blankness but instead there was one single person standing there, like they were waiting on him. A sad smile ok their face as they just stared.

It was his mother.

"M-Mom..."

"It's not your time yet." She spoke softly, in that awfully familiar and motherly voice.

Tweek ran and hug her, sobs leaving his mouth as he clung to her, that familiar smell of perfume. "Why did you leave..., Why did you leave me...dad..."

She let the tears roll down her face as she stroked her boys hair. "I apologise...but nothing could prevent that from happening, it was my time...it's not yours, you must go back Tweek, sweetheart..."

"B-But...I want to stay here with you, I miss you...he hit me, he did this."

"He's broken darling, I admit it wasn't right and he should never of did that to you but you can never blame him, he's hurt, he can't control his emotions" She spoke. "I miss you so much, my little boy...my son, but you can't stay. For me, a mother's last wish is you go back, people care about you, a lot of people do, and do not wish for you to end like this." She lifted up his sleeves letting out a shaky breath as she noticed the cuts. "Stop this as well, it won't help."

Tweek was crying at this point, he wanted to stay but his mother was telling him it wasn't the right choice. He raised his head looking at the woman who took care of him, who loved him more than anyone else. He turned his head to see a door open. This was his choice.

Stay here and live with his mother...but with regret, or go back, where he could fix things...without her. He took in a sigh pulling back from the hug.

"I w-will never f-forget you...t-this is another g-goodbye, a proper one" He said "and I love you."

He received one last kiss and a 'i love you' back before he approched the door and walked through.

This was his choice.

***

I heard the beeping of a monitor, and everything beginning to light up more, I was back...I was really back in the land of the living. I fluttered open my eyes to see a doctor and a nurse standing over me.

"Your back son, how do you feel?" The doctor asked me.

"F-Fine..." I spoke quielty moving to sit up, the doctor told me to take it easy, the nurse went off to get someone, I had visitors? Mom was right....people did care...they really did.

Moments later the doctor walked away, and Kenny walked in. I smiled weakly.

"H-Hey Ken..."

"Hey twitch, how ya doing?" He asked.

Do I tell him what happened?...no, I'll keep this to myself.

I love you Mom...forever and always.

||Just a wee depressing chapter for you guys, honestly I worked hard on this one just at the moment, so two updates today lucky you.

I really hoped you enjoyed this chapter, it was really deep and I really tried hard to make it sound good...it's sad I know.

You'll know who he wants to see in the next chapter, I'll try and upload it tomorrow xx