Broken Symphonies

i am damaged.

i am damaged
somedays it feels like my heart is made of glass
it is fragile
easily broke
but unlike shattered glass
it is not beautiful
i am damaged
my mind has warped to bring fear to
ground-shaking Terror
i have become a disaster zone of
confidence and happiness
i am damaged
there are days
horrible
soul-crushing days
where i see nothing but
Darkness and Evil
not only in the world
but in myself
i am damaged
i am cracked
i am beaten
i am bent to my knees
but there is a light
there is hope
i am damaged
but i am not beyond repair