Erin's pov
"so what's up?" Lauren asked eagerly after I'd told them I urgently needed to chat.
" well it started when we got to the bathroom and I said to him, "you know I don't care about this whole tour? I just wanted to get you alone so we can talk, do you mind if we go in the bathroom and talk? and he said yer sur....e" dragging out the sure. As we walked in I could tell he was nervous but I didn't know why? I wasn't going to kill him, at least not today. I paused. Then let the emotions flow saying, "I know we've only just met but(but that wasn't entirely true) I like you really badly and I've had a huge crush on you since I was 14 and in high school sooooooooo I just hope you acknowledge that even if you don't like me just please don't hurt me and just say and I'll well, yeah back off when you say." And then he surprised me with,"yeah I totally understand", how could he possibly understand? I dind't even know if he remembered me. So I just said, " you do?" his reply being "of course I do! we only just met sure, but I really feel like I've known you for like ever" and I could tell by the way he said it that it was true."
"aww" Lauren and Shaniya say interrupting my sentence.
"what happened next" Shaniya practically shouted in anticipation.
" I said ,"um Louis? do. do. dyalike me like more than friends?" then it was heart break time, when he said, "yes.... well kinda I'm not fully sure yet if its the same as you feel, but yea kinda. Then I felt awkward so I just said, "did you wanna go now ?the others might be wondering where we are". Thankfully he said yea sure ,but he also said, "but first can I tell you a story?" So I just said um suuurrrree and then he poured his heart out saying .....when he was 15 he had his first girlfriend and he loved her more than anything in the world but she went behind his back with a mate and broke his heart. One night he was going over to her house and walked up to her front door and heard her voice so unsuspectingly looked through the window and saw them making out!And he told me that ever since then he has never been in a serious relationship . It really tore him apart and I can tell it really hurts when he thinks about them or like now when he talks about it."
"aww " Shaniya said once again.
"yea poor Lou, no wonder he doesn't want to be with me" I said,"so then I just said, "aww Lou' it's ok that's in the past now, she was clearly no good, I'm here for you and I promise I won't hurt you ever, we just have to trust . you can cry on my shoulder if you need but I need to know, is that the only reason you don't want to be with me? coz you're scared?" I could tell they were intrigued now.
" And he just said ,"well, can I think about it coz all this time I have been almost in love with you but I wasn't sure at first, now I know you definitely feel the same I'm not sure what to do, can we maybe have a little space? like you guys can hang out and stuff but can I not be expected to got into a relationship or make any decisions just for a while, let it settle, let our thoughts clear? I'm sorry I don't wanna hurt you but maybe I'm just not ready."
"is that all?" they both shouted at me once I finished the story.
"well yeah he left after that and now I'm here telling you guys."
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