Chaos Angels

Family first

Sofia-Rose's POV

I couldn't sleep that night, I was confronted to my biggest apprehension : being alone in the dark with the person I was hating : myself. Inside my brain everything was wrong every time I closed my eyes shadows of fear appeared, I wasn't able to remain alone in my bed without any anxiety. I decided to walk up to my parents' bedroom, I slightly opened the door where I could barely see my mom in her kind size bed, I decided to come in,

"Mommy ?"

I was standing bare legs with a hoodie on in front of her bed. I was playing nervously with my hand waiting for an answer.

"Yes baby ? Are you ok ?"

"Not really.. Can I sleep with you tonight please ?"

"Of course," she patted the empty place to join her in bed.

"Can you please grab my t-shirt on the chair ?"

I headed over the chair took the t-shirt in my hand, I turned my head to talk to her,

"You know mom it doesn't bother me if you're topless, when I didn't want to change beside you earlier it wasn't because I was suddenly modest in front of you. I don't want to make you change your habits you're born this way,"

I said with a complicit gaze.

"You can let it were it belongs, come to mama baby girl,"

she answered with a knowing smile.

Before going to the king size bed I reached into my pocket the tiny box with my razor blade inside and put it on the bedside table. My mother was looking at me I could see she understood what I was doing,

"Thank you Sofia," she muttered.

                   Stefani's POV

I watched Sofia put this tiny box on my nightstand, I was a bit scared to see what was inside but I was relieved she didn't forget my favor though. I could see by her face expression that she was uneasy and scared, at least she wouldn't do it anymore I thought. As she joined me in bed I wrapped my arms around her thin shape and pulled her closer. She rested her head on my chest covered by the blanket, I started to kiss delicately all over her chubby cheeks just when she used to have insomnias when she was little. She fell asleep shortly after. I was beginning to drowse but time went by faster than I expected before hearing a door sound downstairs. I looked at my phone it was 4am. I decided to check by myself trying  to not wake up my angel, fortunately she is a heavy sleeper like me. 
I came downstairs and saw my husband in the kitchen, my eyes glistened at his view,

"Taylor you're home!"

I hugged and kissed him, he held me tight,

"I'm going to be at home for a while I've missed my girls,"

he kissed my head and asked me,

"How is Sofia-Rose now ?"

I looked up my head to meet his worried blue eyes, the same as our daughter,

"She had an anxiety attack she couldn't sleep... thanks God she didn't cut she came in our bedroom by herself and gave me her secret box. I'm proud to see that our talk made her realized things even if she's still distraught."