stupid for you ↝ ryden

12.0

ryan scribbled the date onto the top of the journal paper. august 31st.

it was a new page, a fresh start. he had completely torn apart his other journal. all his notes, his thoughts, his plans, were scraps of paper crumpled in the trash can.

he didn't go through with it because of brendon. brendon didn't have the choice to live out the rest of his life, get married, have some kids, grow old, but ryan did.

ryan had made it a tradition to put flowers on brendon's grave every 29th of august. 

the end