My Love

14. Punishment

Madhu was walking lifelessly on the roads. Her tears refused to stop.
Why he did this to her???

She truly loved him. She gave him everything she had. Her tears were continuously flowing, taking her kaajal with her.

No madhu, stop crying for a person who ruined your life. You are not weak. You are strong. Her subconscious snapped at her.

But what about the baby. No, I won't let that bastards piece live within me. Am going to kill it brutally.....
No I can't do this. It is more of my baby. He just gave me his sp**m, but the baby has my blood, its growing inside me. I will raise the baby.
It will become my reason to live, maybe it will make me smile again if it happens.
With all these thoughts she was walking to her apartment.

As soon as she entered the apartment, all of the memories of time spent with him came afresh

Fresh tears rolled her already tear stained face. She was feeling like someone had drilled millions of holes in her heart and blood ozed out from it.

She dreamt of a very beautiful, fairy tale type of life with him.
But here he just brutally killed it with his lust.

She went to her bedroom and their love making was playing in front of her. Her moans, his groan.....

"Aaaahhhhhhhh..... " she closes her ears to stop those sounds from coming.

She feels like worms creeping on her skin.
She started rubbing herself with her loofah to remove his touch.
Exhausted, she sits on the floor crying.

She did not knew when sleep consumed her.

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"Are you happy now??? Snatching a little happiness I had!!!! WHAT THE FUCK I DID WITH YOU??? WHY YOU RUINED MY LIFE???" Rishab shouts angrily over phone.
The man on the other side of the phone laughed evilly.
"Why are you so cruel??? Never in my dreams I thought I will hurt her like this. She was everything I had. We had a happy life. Did you looked at her face. She hates me now. I brutally broke her heart. I am feeling disgusting of myself. I was not able to protect her. Why you did this to me...... " and he breaks down over the phone, pouring his heart to the person who is his enemy, his destroyer.
Without letting him complete the other line goes dead.
Hearing the beep, he throws his phone on the floor.
No, I can't throw my phone. What if madhu calls me??? What if she forgave me??? And he crawls on his knees towards his phone.
Taking the bottle of scotch he gulped it down.
He was feeling miserable, helpless.
Never in his whole life he felt so much of pain.
His heart was ozing pure blood.
He knows the pain if hurting the person you love.
He stares at his phone's screen, hoping against hope to receive a call from her.
Tears stop his vision.
He wanted to punish himself for hurting his beloved.
He slaps himself innumerable times.
His cheecks red, his eyes drowsy.
"I hate myself" he mumbles and falls asleep hitting his head hard on floor.

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Waking up from her slumber, she stares herself in the mirror.
All the events came running into her mind.
Fresh tears again make their way out of her eyes.
She angrily wipes them off and stares her reflection in the mirror.

She is having dark circles under her eyes, her lips dry and flaky, cheecks black, hair frizzy and tangled.

She slaps herself for trusting a person and allowing him to break her heart.

She roughly combs her hair and comes out.

All of the mess reminded her of him.

No I can't live here, I have to go far from him, his memories. I will have a new world with my baby. She theads to the kitchen amidst her thoughts.

For the sake of the baby, she thrusts the cornflakes in her mouth with tears rolling continuously.

"Hello!!! I want to book a ticket for India....... Yeah after a week.......Madhubala Malik.......Yeah thanks......Yeah.... Okay" and she throws the phone on bed and sits holding her head.
Everything coming alive, every moment.

She dumps her clothes into a suitcase.
Emptying her wardrobe, she found dresses and other stuffs gifted by him.
She was about to throw them when her subconscious snapped at her
Don't throw them. They will always remind you of the betrayal and you can keep your hatred alive.
She angrily dumped all those stuffs in her bag.

She sees her photos hung on wall with him and throws it on the floor.

She angrily walks around the house, and a piece of glass pierced her skin.
"Shit!!!" She cursed herself under her breath and angrily hits her wound with the table untill it was bleeding profusely.
Tears once again come afresh but not of pain, but of anguish.

To be continued.......

What do you think about RK???
I pity both RK and madhu.
What is their condition???
I really had tears writing RK's part.
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