Secret Crush

Chapter 5

* And when he looks at me, I swear I can't breathe *

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The day after when that situation took place was so bad. I couldn't even enjoy that day, though I don't enjoy any day, atleast a bit. I didn't talk to him nor I couldn't reply him at all.

Rachel asked me about my status. She is literally an investigator, she would be knowing that I'm sad or mood off whenever she take a glance at me. I don't express my feelings to anyone actually, Ann and John are exception.

That day, for me, took so much of time to end. It was like hell, can't do anything in free period, thinking of that issue made my mind even miserable. I don't why but I was so bothered about that issue.

It was last period, library period. In that period Rachel had some work and was going to meet our Computer teacher Miss Abigail Breslin with Clancy.

Clancy's also our best friend, she's very kind hearted and generous. She's also very active in our class. By her appearance we can make it out that she is a decent girl.

I thought of going to library as my mood is very bad and some books can refresh my mind, so I was climbing down steps to go to library. No one is there in library, except Sir James. I sighed in relief and thought that atleast this period I can be free.

I was searching for some romantic novels. At that moment Sir went out for some meeting which is arranged for the school faculty. So he left the library saying that you should be going to class in sometime as another teacher who is responsible for locking the rooms will come and lock the library.

Then suddenly I felt someone's presence behind me. I saw the shadow of that person, same height, same body shape and that same scent of his body.

I turned back and looked at that person. It was John! I thought all the boys went to ground for playing, but he's in library. He was looking at me and wants to tell something but was not able to. He was sitting in the second chair of third table. I was in the novels section which is three metres away from him.

He came near me and asked me about that issue and I was totally blank. I don't know what to tell. I was in a deep thought. I want to tell that "I don't know."

He was looking straight into my eyes, I am breathing very fastly and that too very heavily. I couldn't resist myself from looking away. My eyes, now, were locked in his eyes and are searching for keys. That time his eyes were searching but now my eyes were searching.

"Tell me" he said giving me a do or die look.

"I-Um...-" I actually don't want to tell nor I don't want to give him a reply.

"Please be clear and don't mumble !"

"I-I don't need to reply for that question."

"Why do you give me such stupid answers, huh ?"

"Hello mister! The answer which I have replied to your question is not a stupid answer!!!" I said him giving a daring look.

"Oh." He didn't say much, maybe he's scared of me or he was not left with more words to fight me back.

"Now, leave me a way, so that I can go back to-" I was stopped by the sound which came from the doors.

We both turned back to look at the door. We slowly started to walk towards it. The thought which came in my mind striked me like a hell, the thought of the locking of the doors by that teacher who is responsible for the doors lock.

Oh no!!! My god, we're locked up in the library! This was the thought which came in my mind.

"No, no, no, no, no, Ma'am please open the door." I started to bang the doors very hardly so that they could hear the banging. After some time I stopped the banging of the doors and sighed in vain. I saw him sitting very happily and relaxed, his face has no expressions for the fact that we were locked up.

"Why do you worry like that ?" He asked me with a cool glare. He even gave me that smirk to which all the girls in our school fall for him but not me, nor some of my friends.

"What the hell !? Don't you know that we're locked up in library ?"

"Yeah I know but-"

"Even after knowing that we're locked up, how can you be so cool like nothing has happened ?"

"Because there is air from fans and wind blowing from windows!!"

"Oh...-wait, YES!! The windows, we can jump or climb down from them. Thank you so much for this idea." I said him in excitement and hugged him. Oh no, what did I just do now? I hugged him without my own knowledge! My actions are involuntary. Shit!! What will he think of of me ?

My conscience was paused by his hand touch. He placed one of his hands on my back and another one on my head. I was freezed by his touch, I suddenly lost my temperature and got goosebumps all over my body.

I suddenly pushed him back with all my force which I had at that time. He was looking at me with a confused look: it's just a hug look.

"Um.... will you help me in jumping from the window ?" I asked him with an innocent and pleasing face.

"Yeah, surely."

"Thanks!" I said him honestly.

At first he got down slowly and he said me to climb down slowly without trembling and he won't let me fall down. I trusted him, at that time no one is there. He's really a trustworthy person.

I got down easily with my dependence on him. Finally I thanked him again. The window leads to the corner piece of our ground. So there's no need to worry. I went back to class and packed my bag to leave for my house, without telling bye to him, with Rachel.

Yes!!! This was the longest chapter till now in this story and how is this chapter ? Let me know your views about this. Slowly Emily and John are coming together.

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