Dear First Love

why

Dear Cassian

I don't know where to start,sa totoo lang,ni hindi ko nga alam kung bakit ako nagsusulat ng ganito para sayo eh.Hindi ko naman to pwedeng ibigay sayo,I mean i could but why would I want too?You don't even know that I exist or maybe you do but my existence in your life isn't important,well for me your existence in my life is everything.Would you imagine that?A simple crush would turn out to be like this?Oh no I didn't.It's like puberty smashed me so hard except it's not puberty that smashed me,it's you who smashed into my heart.Sounds cheesy,sounds so corny.Lol i know,but who cares no one would read this except for me.No one's going to cringe except for me.No one's going to be hurt except for me