Is wat u wanted tah hear me say ri? He said getting up and standing in front of me
Baby no,no,no I'm telling the truth I said grabbing his hand
RIrI MANE I TRUStEd U! He said as tears feel from his eyes I never seen him cry before
Baby please bel- he cut me off
Manh I can't do this rn I'm out moe he said grabbing his keys
BABY NO LISTEN P- he grabs me by my arms and all I saw was hurt and anger in his eyes
AND WHAT BELIEVE A NIGHA RAPED U FOH 1 U A GROWN ASS WOMEN U CAN HANDLE YOUR FUCKIN SELF he said as he shock me real hard as he spoke he pushed me away hard with all his might and it was starting to scare me
Mane I got to go befor' I put my hands on u he said walkin out the bed room door I grabbed his arm he grabbed my neck
Don't even touch meh again or ya ass gone be in the ICU room omm he said leaving me speechless
*2weeks pasts*
As I got up to close the current cause I don't want to see the sun all it reminds me of is August smile in the morning
*after shower*
I laid back down in my bed I haven't ate or drink nothin since August left
As I laid in my bed flash backs keep happening
*stop ! Stop! Please*
As I cried a knock was on the front door but it was probably my mom or my bestfriend I didn't really want to see anyone
As I lay in the bed
?-daughter u got 2secs to open up this damn door or imma-
As I got out the bed I walked down stairs to the door
Hi mom
Mom-oh baby u look so sick are u okay have u ate anything since he left?
No mom*tears begin to fall* I'm sick of life I don't wanna be here no more
Mom-don't say th-
No mom it's true I don't want to live , I don't wanna be alive at all it's fucking stupid life is meaningless
Mom-baby u ain't even live your life yet
But I seen enough of it mom can u just go
Mom-baby I-
MA can u just go please I want to be alone
Mom-okay baby I love u please don't do anything stupid
*just looks at her mom*
I won't
As my mom left I turnt off all the lights and went to my room and cried til I fell asleep
Rihanna mom prov*
As she rushes to August house she prayed and hope he can forgive her
For whatever she did to him
Walks up to the door*
August prov*
As I was smoking a knock was on the door
I walked over to the door and saw Rihanna mom
Wassup ms.fenty
(riri mom)- hey August
As I let her in she sat on the sofa I sat on the sofa chair
(riri mom)-August Rihanna is so miserable....
No offense ms.fenty s-
(riri mom)-August honey I need u to understand what ever she did she really feels sorry and down about it , but what ever she said she said she was telling the truth but she never told me what it was
*chuckles * yea ri
(riri mom)- *tears began to fall*August honey she hasn't even ate since u left or drink a thing *tears starts to fall faster* she looks so sick but not illness sick *her voice to begin to get shaky * she wants to die August
I looked at her mom as she cried I felt bad but she hurt me like she hurt a nigha that didn't care bout shit
(riri mom)-August babyboi I'm not saying u have to forgive her fully but please go see her for me
I looked at her *i shook my head okay*
She gave me a hug
(riri mom)-thank so much babyboi
She gave me one last hug and left
As I sat on the couch and thought about what was going on I was confused,hurt,mad all u can name I didn't understand how u can feel all these emotions but I did
*after shower *
As I drove to Rihanna's I parked and sat in the car thinking ....do I wanna face a girl I feel deeply In love with ??.....the girl that hurt my heart,soul,pride and more?....the girl that turned me cold and violent instead of warm and safe.
As I hopped out the car and put on my Louis Vuitton glasses and locked my car
As I unlocked the door I saw nothing but pure darkness I turnt on the light I walked up stairs as I twisted the door handle I heard crying as I walked in and saw riri with a gun to her head bout to blow her brain out
Rihanna prov*
As I woke up I still hated myself I know I'm strong I could of stopped him from raping me I just wanted him to maybe I just wanted to hurt August I'm so dumb*starts to cry *
As I walked down stairs I grabbed a knife from the kitchen
Then I went into the living room safe and put in the code and grabbed the gun with 1 bullet in it and left the rest in the safe
