I don't really know where to begin. When did this all happen? When did I become the person I always made fun of? When did I lose any control over my thoughts? When did my heart stopped being mine? When did I fall for him? And why?

?
I don't really know where to begin. When did this all happen? When did I become the person I always made fun of? When did I lose any control over my thoughts? When did my heart stopped being mine? When did I fall for him? And why?