That feeling of getting up in the evening at 7 pm, when you feel ...just fine. An exam tomorrow is something that doesnt concern you but that one person stuck in your head whom you cant identify. Its like you've known them for so long and now all of a sudden... its all gone , right to the point where you yourself dont know who you are or even who you used to be. That feeling... of being so darn worhtless.. those are the days when you realize how alone one can be , or how loyal those people were whom you used to call "friends". That is the kind of day when even 1 spoon of rice barely goes down your throat and that too feels like its alot. When even your bestest of hobbies seem to be boring , that's when you know you're having a bad day. The feeling of being all alone , deprived from everyone , that feeling of loneliness is what kills someone from the inside , makes a person seem alive on the outside but with a dead soul on the inside.
Cutting yourself , once ...twice...or even thrice.. seems less :") and ironically , not a decibel of sound comes out cause you're so used to that pain. Those are the days when you want to leave everything and just run away....
