i watched Damon play the drums for me...he makes me smile and feel a bit girly...when he finished and went to me and started making out with me and when it gets heated he hugs me tight and i bit my lip...i want him bad its been hard not to want him like that lately because i know he wants to wait but i want his innocent face to turn red as he about to bust but its only fantasies and i'll never push him to do something like that if he is not ready..."it's really cold"i said and he took off his grandpa sweater and put it on me it was big on me and he smiled...he had only a t shirt now"aren't you gonna be cold"i said and he smiled"its fine as long as your warm and i smiled and he kissed my lips and rubbed my arms to make me warm and i touched his face and he kissed my neck but a peck and he grabbed my hand and we went to his car and he put up the heat"there now we are both warm"he said and i smiled"not yet"i said and he looked at me"huh?"he said and i blushed and i laid on his shoulder"now i'm warm"i said and he smiled and he rubbed my back and i got sleepy and i was falling asleep on Damon's shoulder and he smiled and kissed my neck"Damon...i know its fast but...i want you in bed with me tonight"i said"you mean sleeping over?"he said"yeah...but instead of sleeping.."i said and he looked at me"really?you want that...with me?"he said"yes...but you can say no...i won't be mad i will understand...after all we just met 10 days ago"i said and he was silent"say something...i'm dying here"i said and i looked at him and he smiled"funny thing is...5 days ago i wanted to ask you if we could do that after the dance...i just couldn't get the words out because i never done that before..let alone ask...yeah its quick...but i thought about it a lot...had a fight with my mind,body and heart and i came to the conclusion that i really do love you...and i don't know if i'll ever feel that again...so..."he said and looked at me"how about after the Winter Dance?...if you can hold out for that long"he said and blushed"yeah...i can"i said and he smiled and blushed"but i do want to have that sleep over...it sounds fun...we can eat junk food butt naked":he said and i laughed because i love his jokes"okay"i said and he smiled..............
