i went to the meet and greet early and he smiled when he saw me and i smiled back i stood on the sidelines looking at him saying all the other girls who adore him and some were a little creepy or to energetic and i bit my lip and i smiled every time they made him smile it was so cute...i love his smiled and i sat down and looked at my phone my x-lover called me and i sighed"what do you want?"i said and i looked at Damon and he saw that i was upset"Aly i'm sorry"my x said and i rolled my eyes"i'm so over you...your so fucked up...you said you loved me and you said you promise that you wouldn't hurt me...but Derick you did....have fun fucking your girl friend Nicki..."i said and then hung up and i cried and Damon stopped what he was doing and he came to me"what happened?"he said and i sucked it up and smiled"it's fine you go back to the fizzy family"i said"not until you tel me whats wrong...."he said and i looked down at my phone"that was my x lover....he was trying to say sorry because he stood me up...i pretty much hit him where it hurts...the girl he is on and off with...who cheated on him like a hundred times.....but he still fucking loves her when she obviously don't really love him...."i said as tears fell from my eyes"i didn't want to hurt him...but i was so mad at him and it just came out..."i said and Damon held my hand"how about after this we go and find a taco bell and stuff our faces...food always makes me feel better"he said and i laughed a little"sure...anywhere with you would make me feel happy"i said and he kissed my cheek"hang in there"he said and i smiled as he went back and he continued signing stuff and i listened to music and sung along and i walked around the tree behind me and climbed the bench and Damon finally got free and he came from behind me and the music was so loud in my ears that Damon frigging scared me and i smiled when i realized it was him and i pulled down my headphones and he smiled back at m"come on i'm hungry"he said and he smiled and we went to Taco Bell and Damon just recently stopped being Vegan because he was very unhealthy and sometimes didn't eat...but now he's eating meat but doesn't mean he will like it at first...i ate my taco and he smiled and ate his"your ex-is a jerk"Damon Said and i smiled"i know..."i said"but i sorta understand him"Damon said"yeah he's in love and he feels like she's the one....i was so mean"i said and he shooked his head"its not your fault...he's just way to broken to be with an amazing girl like you"he said and smiled and i smiled and blushed"thanks"i said and pushed my hair to the back of my ear and he smiled...after we went back to the park and i smiled"thanks for being so nice to me..."i said and he smiled"your my fizzy family..."he said in a cute way and i smiled"i'm here to help you...whenever you need it"he said and i hugged him tight...i'm so gonna hate saying good bye to you when you go back to California"i said and then i let him go and walked away...it hurt to go...but i can't let my guard down...even with Damon Fizzy...The Prince I Can Never Be With........."WAIT!"Damon said and he ran to me and i stopped and when he got to me he had to catch his breath and he looked at me"take my number"he said and i smiled"you sure you want to do that?"i said and he smiled"why...your gonna call me everyday?"he said"i can be crazy like that..."i said and smiled and he grabbed my hand and wrote his number and i smiled and he smiled"stay in touch..."he said and i wrote on his arm my number and i kissed his cheek and i handed his marker and he smiled"call me anytime"i said"are you sure i can be crazy like that too"he said and i rolled my eyes"dork"i shoved him playfully and he smiled and i looked him in the eyes and i don't know why i did it but i kissed his lip slowly and he followed me and then i realized i just kissed him out of the blue like that and i blushed and he looked at me"i'm so sorry"i said and covered my mouth and i walked away and he didn't followed this time...i did it again...i let down my guard...and now it's gonna suck real bad when he leaves to go back to Cali...i cried under a tree and i felt so dumb......
