The Naughty Senior and His Shy Love

Holding on to Love

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I think I'm sick well I actually called in sick and escaped work for today. I can't accept that I got a kiss stolen by P' Bright. After kissing me he just went and ran out on me. He didn't even come back to work in the afternoon so me being absent today is pay back. I called May and told her I'll take her out to lunch and to wherever she would like to go but my life is filled of fudgeies. Yes from the moment I opened my eyes to now I keep on seeing people kissing. I see couples holding hands and just ahhhhhhhh... My mind is hurting from too much thinking.

"Stop it Aim... it was nothing P' Bright must have wanted to whisper something but accidentally kissed you." I rant to myself. I just couldn't believe he would kiss me. Huhuhuhuhuhu how will I face him again? How can I go back to work now? Will P' Bright tease me because of this?

I don't know why my heart keeps on beating like a drum whenever I think about him. AAhhhhhh I can't be thinking about it now I should concentrate on my date with May. It must have been on impulse. I can't be like this may might think something is wrong with me. I have to make her see my sincerity and make up for the time I think I have lost. I know it's hard on us both since I feel insecure about our relationship but maybe I should try to love her more.

"Hey! What is wrong with you? I've been calling you since forever." I saw my girlfriend looking at me with cold eyes.

"I'm sorry I was thinking about work. Let's go, so where do you want to eat?"

"I found this nice Japanese Resto, let's go there."

"Sure." I told her.

We went to the Resto where we went to eat dinner the other night. I really didn't think she would bring me here. Uhhhh.... instead of forgetting about P' Bright I have to remember our diner here.

"So, I'm so happy they let you out to eat lunch."

"Actually I didn't work today."

"Why? Aim how could you be absent. I know you know your bosses but doing something like this isn't really good."

I looked at her in amazement. I remember her telling me to leave work because of wanting to travel. 

"I'll go to work this afternoon. I just needed to do something in the morning. So, let's order food."

The lunch date started good but it quickly went downhill. When the conversation started to go to the usual comparing with others, I felt that the lunch didn't help my feeling from going the opposite direction.

"Aim I love you but I just want to be prepared for the future too. It isn't nice to have your wife earn more than you."

"I know I am working hard."

"I know but as a personal assistant. When will you use your Engineering Course or have your graduate degree? THink about the future ok?"

"I will. I am going to take my Masters' Degree. I told you I'll be enrolling."

"Good, It's for our future."

I smiled to assure her. I know she's just thinking about her future specially since her parents are a little strict on their choice for future partner. I have been with her for a long time and it hurts me to see changes on her personality. I guess time does change a person. The problem I am facing now is I can't seem to keep up with her changes. I feel like an asshole for not being able to be a man like Kong. He would be someone her parents would clamor to be part of their family. 

"Aim..... Aim.... Are you listening to me?"

"Yup. I am."

"Well thanks for the meal but my boyfriend I have to go back to work and so should you." She kissed me on the cheek and left first.

"Bye." I watched as my girlfriend, the woman I tried my best to have and hold walk out the door. When I looked over the corner I saw P' Bright looking at me. I didn't know what to do. He came over and said. "I'm happy to see you together. I told you I was good at it."

He tap my shoulder and left. I don't know what is wrong but I felt myself wanting to stand and run after him. What should I do. My heart is in a mess. Am I holding into a love not anymore meant for me?