DOUBLE LIFE :) namjoon x reader

Chapter 11

We arrived at the fancy restourant.
We entered and took a seat at the table for four.

The weitress came to our table.
"Hello,what would you like to order?" She smiled to Namjoon and Jin,not even looking at Dahyun and me.
"Hey" Dahyun said and flashed a fakest smile i ever seen.
"We would like the finest dish you have here,please" Jin said and smiled weekly.
"And the best wine you have" Namjoon added quickly looking at her.
She winked at him and smiled widely to Jin.
"Anything else?" She asked.
"No,you can go now" i said and i crosed my legs.

She left.

"God,i hate people that go for taken men" i said.
"I just hate poor bitches like her. Clearly you're taken. And she despretly wants a beating." Dahyun added.
"Baby,it's okay" Jin said giving her the most comfortining look.
"Yeah,what ever Jin" she said and crosed her legs. She got her phone out and went to look something on instagram.
I looked at Jin and roled my eyes.
He just chuckled.

After a litlle chat the weitress came.
"Here is your order. Enjoy" she smiled and went of. We could all notice her on purposly swaying her hips while walking.
"What a poor girl" i said and we started eating.
We ate and we drank.
Suddenly Namjoon spoke up.
"I have something to tell to you two. I mean,Jin and i do" he said and looked at Jin,who just nodded as an aproval for him to continue.
"We are going to a trip"
"Wow,realy?" Dayhun said
"No,not a a trip like that" Jin said
"We are not going there to relax,we are going to work" Namjoon added.
"Where?" I asked
"America" Namjoon said.
"When and how long are you staying" Dahyun asked.
"Well.... we are leaving in a week and a half,and we are staying there for five months" Namjoon said with a sad look.
"WHAT" I shouted.
"Calm down munckin. I know,it will be hard. But it's my job." He said
"Namjoon,i don't want you to leave"
"I know munckin. Let's talk about this at home" he said and smiled weekly.
Dahyun was just there,frozen. She had teary eyes. But she kept strong.

I couldn't keep strong. Not anymore.
Why is everybody i love leaving?

Just...

Why...

I slammed my purse on the table and stood up. Namjoon looked shocked.
All eyes were on me.
"What are you doing" Dayhun hissed.
"Fuck this. I can't do this" i said and rushed out of the restourant.
Once i was out my tears broke down and i started shaking. I quickly started walking.
I came to the parking lot and sat on a bench.
I couldn't keep the pain inside me anymore so i started breathing heavily. I took a cigarete out and lighted it.

After a few seconds Namjoon came out. Worry all over his face.
Once he saw me he sighed.
He started coming closer and i just stood there. Cigarete in my hands,tears streaming down my face.

"Baby..." he said quietly. Slowly coming towards me.
I inhaled the smoke again and didn't bother to look at him.
"Don't be like this. You're making my body hurt." He said and sat next to me.
I just didn't want to look at him.
"Ignoring me won't make the problems go away. Let's just talk this out." He said.

I finally looked at him. I put my cigarete out and sigh.
I tried speeking,but no words came out. Instead i just felt pain. So much pain.
"What's wrong?" He said coming even closer.
"N-Namjoon..."
"Yes baby"
"I can't t-take this pain in anymore"
"You don't have to"
"No you don't understand Joon"
"I can't keep seeing the people i love leave me. No. Not after my p-par..." more tears started to fall down.
He just hugged me. Not daring to let go. I burried my head into his chest.

I started sobbing and i cried hard.
"Shhh... i'm not leaving forever. I'm coming back. I would never leave the people i love soo much"
"But still Joon,i'll miss you soo much"
"I know baby,i know"
We just stayed silent,hugging.