DOUBLE LIFE :) namjoon x reader

Chapter 17

"Oh,fuck. You're so good." Namjoon moaned.

I was so scared.

So scared to open the door.

Too scared to look at him.

What is this feeling in my stomack?

I hate him.

I got down on my knees,holding my stomack.
You could see my preagnant belly already.

I put a hand over my mouth to stay quiet.
I was a sobbing mess.
I just kept hearing skin slapping and that womans moans.

I was so angry.

I barged in the room.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?" I screamed at Namjoon.

He was trying to cover themselfs.

"W-What are you doing here baby?" Namjoon said scared.
"I came back earlier because i wasn't feeling well. But you made it worse." I said and slammed the door.

I quickly rushed outside.
I took my car keys and drove off.

I speeded into the streets.

My tears were endesly falling.

I didn't bother wiping them away.

What's the point?

And whats the point of living if you're not loved anymore by the person you were so conected to...

I drove out off town.

I went to the brigde and stopped the car.

I quickly rushed out and climed on the edge.

The cars were stopping by.

The people got out and rushed towards me.

I just ignored them and looked below me.

I took a deep breath.

"I'm sorry baby" i softly wispered to my belly,holding on to it.

I rubbed it.

"Mommy loves you" i said.

I closed my eyes and let my body fall freely.

"Noooooo" i heard a shout.

It was Namjoon.

"Fuck you"

Bam.

I screamed.

My eyes shot open.

I was gasping for air.

I looked at my surroundings.

I tried to adjust my breathing,but it was hella hard.

I was in my room.

It was all just a dream.

I was still calming myself down when Namjoon barged in my room.
"WHATS WRONG" He said half asleep.
Soon Jin and Dahyun followed behind him.

My eyes started to water.

"Baby,what's wrong" Namjoon said coming on the bed hugging me.
"I just had a nightmare. And awfull one" i said and hugged Namjoon tight.
"It's okay baby. I'm here" Namjoon said and masadged my back.