She feels like she is drowning in an ocean of emotions, she is lost in them, lost in her life...
She has no idea where she is standing, she is doing things she never thought she would one day.
She knows, everyone who knows her well knows that doesn't look like her to do this.
She deseved herself,
She deseved everyone who loved her.
She lost her self-esteem becaue of this fucking mistake !
She won't forgive herself for being so stupid, everyone tells her that it's okay, everyone makes mistakes, but she still dubs herself " the Unforgiven"*.
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* reffers to Metallica's song " The Unforgiven II "
