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Rating:
Explicit
Archive Warning:
No Archive Warnings Apply
Category:
M/M
Fandom:
Monsta X (Band)
Relationship:
Lee Minhyuk/Shin Hoseok | Wonho
Characters:
Lee Minhyuk (Monsta X)Shin Hoseok | Wonho
Additional Tags:
SmokingHeavy DrinkingHeavy AngstOne-Sided AttractionUnrequited LoveSmutMonsta X Bingo
Language:
English
Series:
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Collections:
Monsta X Bingo
Stats:
Published:2017-03-30Words:1443Chapters:1/1Comments:16Kudos:29Bookmarks:3Hits:336
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Everydayishark
Summary:
Hoseok sits down next to him, kicking off his shoes. The stench of cigarettes and booze creeps into Minhyuk's nose, and for the millionth time he wonders why he's here. Why he's always here.
It's not like he doesn't know the answer.
(Because like Hoseok is addicted to his cigarettes, Minhyuk is addicted to Hoseok.)
Notes:
(See the end of the work for notes.)
Work Text:
Yellowed fingers with broken, chewed on fingernails tap impatiently on the desk. The edges of his nails are always dirty, blackened by ash and dirt and whatever else. He doesn't care. He never has.
He looks up as Minhyuk enters the room. The room, much like his nails, is filthy. It's empty aside from a few pieces of beaten down furniture and unpacked moving boxes. There are no decorations, no curtains, no bed. It's illuminated by a single lightbulb dangling from an open fixture, casting dramatic shadows in the low light.
A heavy cloud of smoke hangs in the room. It's suffocating. He never opens the windows. It doesn't bother him. (It also doesn't bother him that it bothers Minhyuk. After all, it's Minhyuk who decides to keep coming back.)
Minhyuk sits down at the edge of the mattress on the floor. They both know what he is here for. They don't have to pretend. (and yet, they do)
"Hey." Hoseok says, with a smile that doesn't quite reach his eyes, dragging himself up from the desk. He has a new set of bruises on his arm, but Minhyuk doesn't dare ask. Hoseok never answers truthfully anyway.
Hoseok sits down next to him, kicking off his shoes. The stench of cigarettes and booze creeps into Minhyuk's nose, and for the millionth time he wonders why he's here. Why he's always here.
It's not like he doesn't know the answer.
(Because like Hoseok is addicted to his cigarettes, Minhyuk is addicted to Hoseok.)
Hoseok leans over, and Minhyuk resists the urge to gag as he opens his mouth to let Hoseok slip in his tongue. It's like kissing an ash tray, but he gets used to the taste as they fall into their comfortable pattern. (Hoseok is demanding, Minhyuk is willing. Minhyuk gives- and Hoseok takes. It's the way it has always been.)
It has become a routine. They don't talk. They fuck, and then Minhyuk leaves. He regrets it, for a couple of days, but inevitably he can never stay away, and the circle starts again.
Once, Minhyuk broke the routine. He suggested maybe Hoseok should get help. Hoseok flew off the handle. He had never seen him that angry. Yelling, screaming, horrible things. He told him to never come back.
