Toxic

First day of hell

August 10th, the day I dreaded more than anything, the first day of hell. Better known as the first day of high school.
High school.
The worst place ever, full of drama, disaster, and tests.
The only good thing about school was one thing and one thing only.. or should I say one person.
Logan Smith. Star baseball player, 6'2, brown hair and green eyes. Some girls called him boyfriend material, some would call him daddy material, and some would say both.
Only one thing wrong with this crush on this perfect human being, he doesn't know I exist, just like Jake didn't notice Sam in 16 candles.
I find myself looking in the mirror. I look at my 5'6 self, with my brown curly hair and blue eyes. Today, I decided to wear my new outfit I got a couple weeks ago. I run to my closet and pull out a black tank and white striped t shirt that was a little too big with a jean jacket and black ripped jeans. I pair this with an old necklace I got from my mom before my 10th birthday party.
I quickly go to my bathroom across the hall and apply some concealer under my eyes, fill in my brows and lightly put some mascara. Once I'm done with that I fishtail my hair to the side, and gently pull out some hair to make it look messy.
After this I walk downstairs and I come into the kitchen. My 4 year old little sister is seated at the kitchen table waiting on her breakfast that my mom is currently making.
"Hey little pumpkin" I come behind her and squeeze her.
"Sissy!" She yells excitedly.
My little sister is my favorite person ever, she always will be, and nothing will ever happen to her as long as I'm there.
My mom finishes breakfast and brings it to the table and puts a pancake on mine and my sisters plate.
"Addison, can you please stop moving your plate" my mom says giggling at my goofy adorable little sister.
In this moment everything is good and sweet and enjoyable.
We continue to eat and talk about our life, me starting 11th grade and Addison starting kindergarten and moms job. As I'm about to leave my mom tells me she wants to drive me and Addison to school.
"I'll have to ask Addison if you can" I joke and bend down to whisper in Addison ear and she whispers back saying "yes",I nod at her and stand up.
"Me and my partner have agreed to let you drive us to our very important educational institutions." I smile at my mom
"Get your asses in the car" my mom laughs and pushes us out the door.
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We get in the car and I look down at the clock and realize that we are running late.
"Mom I can't be late to my first day!" I panic
"Okay honey I'll hurry and get you there" my mom says as she presses on the gas. She reaches a green light and in an instant I see shattered glass and hear someone screaming. And the next I'm upside down and the next i see blackness.
All I know is i was involved in a car accident.