Friends Or More ?

Chapter 18

SHAWNS POV

My heart Shattered when Taelor told me that we were threw. I tried to hold back my tears but I couldn't anymore.

"IM SO STUPID WHY WOULD I EVER DO THAT TO TAELOR I HATE THIS CRAP I WANT TAELOR AND ONLY TAELOR !!" I thought in my head

I spent the rest of the day laying in bed texting, calling, and emailing Taelor that I'm sorry and that I'm a dumb ass for doing that to her, and that she's the only girl I love but there was no responses to any. I cried to the point were tears wouldn't come out. I'm so stupid I wanted to punch the wall. So I did so it didn't hurt no more than I thought it would .

MY POV

My phone blew up with texts, calls, and emails from Shawn, I wanted to answer but I didn't. I spent my day laying in bed being depressed, crying, and wondering what we could have been if he didn't ruin it.

"That's it I'm done." I said to myself and ran to my bathroom drawer

I opened it and grabbed my blades. I put it against my wrist and cut and cut and cut and cut until I didn't have any room to cut.

While I was doing my other arm I was stopped by Shawn, Hugging me and I hugging him back.

"Shawn I love you I don't know why I said that we were threw I missed you. I want you to know that I love you and never want to leave you again."

"Babe I love you to the moon and back , you promised to never cut again. I love you and will never do that to you again you're the only person I love." Shawn said with tears running down his face.

I could see the pain in his eyes from seeing me cut. I got blood everywhere so I had to clean it up before my mom came home.