Welcome Laden !!!'

Up and the downs

I woke up to the sound of my child, as always.

I gave him a kiss and, instead of walking downstairs to , give him some formula , I just sat in the rocking chair and breast fed him.

He fell asleep on my boob, so I held him in my hand. I soon knew that today was the day that Nikki moves to , New York .

I soon got tired , and walked Laden to his crib, but he woke up when I set him down , so I held him for half of the day.

10:36

I helped pack Nikki's last few bags, but also had to start making dinner for, Laden, my mom and Nikki .I also have to tell my mom my decision for something important .

"Nikki when your done lunch is ready."

"Ok."

I put Laden in his chair rocker thingy while I have everybody there plates .

He shortly wanted to be held , but I had to do it anyway to feed him.

After we were done , I saw Megan putting on her shoes ,

"Nikkiis it really time to go?"

"They said there pulling up."

"Nikki please don't go!, I'll send you to rehab I'll pay for it , I'll help you, just don't leave me , or your god son, don't leave me and my problems with Eli .!"

"I'm sorry , I can't !"

"Beep, beep!"

I walked downstairs with laden in my hands , and watch as she packed her things in the trunk .

She ran up to me , and said " Julia you will always be my bet friend , my sister , my boo, my right hand . I love you with all my heart , I will always come to visit , because without you I'm nothing."

I tried to hold the tears back, but I starting to sob .

"Nikki , your my everything , I love you with every bone in my body, because with out you I'm nothing at all."

We both hugged and cried .

She got in the car and it drove off in the distance .

I cried as hard , and it made Laden cry.

I handed the Laden to my mom , and ran up stairs , and cried into my pillow .

I walked downstairs after 40 minutes , with my decision ,

"Mom."

"Yea."

"I know what I want ."

"Oh ok."

"I want to sign the visitation papers, and, have a child for you when I'm older."

"Really !!"

"Really ."

My mom found out the other day that she can't produce anymore , so she asked me to do it when I'm more mature , and Laden , about 6 .

(P.s. I'm making series of the welcome Laden because it so popular , and thanks love u 😘💕.)