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Kat's Pov
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Sam and Julia lay on Julia's bed together as I look in the full mirror.
(J=Julia, K=Kat, S=Sam)
K= Does this skirt look okay?
J= It looks amazing!
K= You think everything looks amazing. Seriously is it to long?
S= No it's fine.
K= Is it to short? I don't want to look like a slut.
S= No it's the perfect length.
K= Is the colour okay? Should I have went with a plain colour? Is floral to much. Does it go with my black tank top?
J= It looks amazing! Don't worry!
S= Why do you care so much about how you look anyway. It's just a party. We invite people who you probably don't even know. You've been the guys neighbours for only a few days.
Julia punches Sam in the shoulder. And whispers something in his ear. She's probably telling him about how I want to look perfect for Connor, but guess what, I want to look good because I want to look good. I'm not going to change my appearance for any guy. I walk into the bathroom and give myself beach waves. I put on gel eyeliner and just a little mascara. I dab a little bit of foundation on my writs. The scars are still fairly visible, and although I stopped cutting a while ago, there not 100% healed. I walk out and Sam and Julia are having a make-out session on the bed. I walk out and go into my bedroom. I open my laptop and go on tumblr. I refresh the page and see that Connor just reblogged something. Typical him! Always on tumblr... and my mind. I get up and go onto the balcony. From here I can see Ricky's bedroom balcony and the guys pool. I walk back into my room and pull back the drapes on my window. I have not really been home the past few days so I haven't really noticed it. The window directly faces Connors bedroom. California houses are close together and the two windows are almost touching. I can see Connor from here. Lying on his bed with headphones on, surfing the internet. I climb from my window over to his and decide to scare him. I'm a foot away from him when he says "Don't even try scaring me!"
"How did you know I was there?"
"The people who lived in that house previously, there was this guy, a little older than me, who always came in my room and tried to scare me. I got used to it." I lie on Connors bed next to him. "So, ready for the partayyyy?" Connor asked me. "Yah, I was getting ready while Julia and Sam were sucking each other's faces." I respond. Connor looks at me "You look nice."
"Thanks, it took a while"
"It shouldn't. You don't need all of this, you're perfect just how you are."
I blush a little and look down at my wrists. He can probably see the marks, that's why he is being so kind to me. I criss-cross my arms so they are not visible anymore. I lie next to him for a while looking at tumblr.
"KATTTTT???!!" I hear coming from my bedroom.
"Sorry, I have to go." I tell Connor. He nods and I climb over to my bedroom.
"What?" I ask Julia
"Where were you?"
"In Connors room"
"Oh.... Okay"
"Is that all."
"Yep."
"So you interrupted me just because you wanted to know where I was when you could of just texted me?"
"Ummm.... I guess... I'm sorry. Why are you so mad?"
"Sorry it's just.... you told Connor didn't you."
"Tell him about what."
"About my wrists."
"He asked me and and I kinda had to tell him. I know I shouldn't have told him everything it's just..."
"It's okay. He would have found out sooner or later. But now I feel like he treats my differently. Almost as I'm a lost puppy. In the last few days he has complimented me more than I have been complimented in the last 4 years."
"Guys are like that."
"Where's Sam?"
"He went to the guys house."
"Wanna go join the party?"
"Sure"
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