The One and Only (Nash Grier Fanfic)

Heart Broken

It was dark purple and green. It was shaped like fingers, that had tug into my sides. It hurt so freaking badly. As soon as I saw it I starting crying, I rubbed my eyes a lot, so I knew I looked horrible because of my mascara is everywhere now, but I don't care. What am I going to do about my wrists? What if my parents find out? I guess it's best that they do. I can't believe this. I don't care, I don't care about anything. I put my face in my hands and cried, until I heard a soft voice behind me.

"Kristian?" Nash said softly. I whipped my head around, tears streaming down my face. "Nash, please leave. I don't want to talk." I told him. I guess he knew me well enough to know I did need him deep down. He came and sat next to me. He wrapped his arm around me and I gave up, I buried my head in his chest and let it all out. I cried and cried and cried. I cried till I couldn't. I was crying because I was just assaulted and I'm scared, then Nash got hurt, and I love Nash and it hurts knowing we are in the friend zone. I cried for what seemed like forever, while the whole time Nash was rubbing my back and kissing my head. "Shhh, Shhhhh, he won't do it again Kristian I promise. Shhhh, calm down. I have you now, your protected. I'm sorry I couldn't prevent that from happening. But your safe. Shhh. Your safe now." That sent a wave of happiness through me. I felt safe in his arms.

I finally stopped and looked up at him, he looked at me and asked, "You okay?" "Now that you are with me I am." I forced a smile on my face. He cupped my face with his hands and kissed my forehead. "Kristian, what are you feeling right now?" He asked. That was a weird question for Nash to ask because he never has before. "Scared, hurt, nervous, in lov--" I stopped in my tracks. "In love?" He asked. I didn't say anything. I looked down. "Kristian, tonight I wanted to try something with you but if your in love with someone then I can't." He said. I looked up, "what did you wanna try?" "Who are you in love with?" He asked. "No one!" I laughed, that was a lie. I had no choice. I continued, "Nash what did you wanna try?" "Okay, but it's just to try, if it doesn't I well, promise we will still be friends? Best friends?" He asked, this is weird, what's about to happen?? "Of course!" I said.

He gently grabbed my face and pulled me into a kiss. As soon as our lips touched, a spark went through my belly, I thought there were fireworks around us. It was perfect. We didn't break contact, I put my hand on the back of his neck and I layed down. He was hovering over me. We broke to catch out breath. Then we locked eyes. His widened and he jumped up. He looked at me, "I'm sorry!" He said. "Nash it's okay!" I said. "Look, I know what you felt, let's go back to our old lives and pretend like this never happened. Okay? Okay, great!" He said and he started walking away. "Wait! Nash!" I shouted. He started running, "NASH GRIER!" I yelled. He then vanished into the distance.

I got what I waited for, for four years tonight. I got my kiss from Nash. Nash Grier, the love of my life. Maybe not. Maybe I have to get over him from what I went through tonight. My heart is officially broken, shattered into a million pieces.

He left me, alone. On the beach at night. I'm walking home alone, tears streaming down my face. I haven't cried this much in a very very long time. Why is this happening? Why? Why to me? As I reached my house, I ran upstairs, passing my mom. To my room and layed on my bed, I cried myself to sleep that night.

------------------------------------------

Nash's POV:

I kissed her. Amazing. It felt so perfect. I don't want to kiss anyone other than Kristian. But I ran. I left her because I know she didn't feel anything. I know I broke her heart, but it's to late. The moment I started waking away, I regretted it. I never should have left her. I hope I can fix this. I hope I can. I'm praying I can. And I will.

------------------------------------------

Kristian's POV:

I opened my eyes and looked at the clock. It was 12 p.m. I got up and took a shower, I felt clean. I felt a little better. Now that I thin about it, Nash left ME. ME out there. I'm pretty ticked off, heart broken, but ticked off. I don't need any guy keeping me together. I will put a smile on my face. I'm an independent women. I got this.

I got dress and went downstairs with a smile on my face. I went and got a bowl and poured some co-co puffs and milk. "Kris! You have softball tryouts tomorrow!" My dad said walking into the kitchen with a hat, t-shirt and jeans on. "Yes sir!" I laughed. "WHOS GUNNA DOMINATE!" He shouted happily. "THIS GAELLL!!!" (Girl) I shouted back pointing to myself. We laughed together and my dad said, "That's my girl!"

I ate my cereal and washed my dishes.

"What's up sista from anotha mista?!?" Alexis came into the kitchen saying. I laughed, "umm lex. I'm pretty sure we have the same mom!" She laughed, "whateva!" I stuck my hand out towards her belly and tickled her, she kicked me. He was laughing. I chuckled and said, "your gettin it now!" And she ran. Se ran around the kitchen 3 time and finally into the living room where I got her and tackled her down to the ground. She was screaming and laughing because I was tickling her. I was laughing as well because her laugh is contagious. I love her laugh!

**Knock, knock** we both thought the same thing. I covered her mouth and she covered mine. So it was dead silent in the room now. I don't know where my parents are. I got up quietly and peeked out the curtains. It was Nash.

"CRAP!" I whispered. "What?" Alexis asked. "Look... Answer the door and tell Nash I'm not here! Whatever you do... Don't let him in!" "Okay!" She said excepting the challenge. I ran and hid behind the kitchen counters. She opened the door.

------------------------------------------

Nash's POV:

I needed to talk to Kristian about he last night. I went to her house and knocked on the door. Alexis answered, "Hi Nash!" "Hey, may I speak to Kristian?" I asked "No." She said. Is she mad too? "Why not?" I asked. "She's not here right now." She said, I knew she was lying. Both her and Kristian are horrible at lying. "Lexi... Don't lie. Let me see her! I need to talk to her!" I said. "Sorry Nash. No." She was shutting the door when I yelled, "KRISTIAN PLEASE!" And the door shut. She locked the door. They are mad, really mad. I don't blame them. My eyes were filling up with water. I turned around and walked back to my house heart broken.

-----------------------------------------

Kristian's POV:

"Thank Lexi." I said walking towards the couch. "Yup." She said then asked, "what happened?" "Nothing." I said sitting down. "Kristian, stop. What happened?!?" After that, I told her. Everything. The fight, the kiss, the run. Everything. She was shocked and didn't know what to say. So I saved her the time and left her sitting on the couch. Thinking about it I needed to get my anger out. So I went to get my softball mit, ball and bat. I called my dad out and he played with me.

I played all out field and third base, I hard a very hard throw. Especially when I'm mad. I didn't want to tell my dad, but I let it out on him because I knew he could take it.

We lined up, we were about 10 feet away from eachother when I whipped it at him. He caught it and threw it back. I whipped it harder, it felt good to let it out. "Dang Kris, why so hard?" He asked. "Just cuz... Hey dad let me go farther and throw me so pop flys!" I said and he nodded. I ran out and he threw me one, super high, I shuffled around the yard, heading to where it was going to be at and I caught it. I threw it back and kept doing that over and over.

"Can you throw me some grounders now?" I asked and he said, "yeah!" He tossed and let the ball roll to me roughly, I shuffled and let it roll into my mit. We played like this for a good hour and a half. I felt better and was ready for tryouts tomorrow! We went inside and I drank some water and ate a banana. It was 5:30 p.m. Wow, time travels fast!

I ran upstairs, took a shower and got my homework done. I are dinner and went to bed. As I was laying down, I stared at my ceiling until I felt my eye lids feel heavy and soon enough I was in a dream. Very vague, but a dream.....