Hi, I'm here to Avenge you! [Avengers x Reader]

(Y/N) in the bathroom. -Barnes- -Be More Chill AU.-

You sat in the bathroom, your face depressed, the huge black earrings in your ears, while cuts danced your arms. You where at a party, held by Tony, of course, yet you where just sitting in the bathroom, hiding, while staring at the mirror.

"I am hanging in the bathroom at the biggest party of the fall." You sang softly, as if pretending your best friend, Bucky, was beside you. "I could stay right here, or disappear, and nobody'd even notice at all."

Looking down at your sweater that was green, and had the huge words CREEPER on it. You then looked at the mirror, leaning on the sink.

"I'm a creeper in a bathroom," you said to yourself, talking to your reflection, while tears started to form in your eyes. "'cause my buddy kinda left me alone." You mentioned Bucky as you almost choked on your tears.

"But I'd rather fake pee than stand awkwardly," you turned around, wiping tears away, while sighing angrily. "or pretend to check a text on my phone." You motioned to your phone in your messenger bag just sitting in the corner, but shaking your head.

You walked over to the tub, and sat in it, your legs hanging out. "Everything felt fine when I was half of a pair." You turned your head, glasses slightly falling off, while crying softly in the tub. "Now through no fault of mine, there's no other half there."

You then cried softly,  tears falling down your cheeks, while you tried not to be loud, even though music was blaring through the house.

"Now I'm just (Y/N) in the bathroom, (Y/N) in the bathroom, at a party." You sang sadly, then looking towards the door, head down. "Forget how long it's been," just crying softly, you furrowed your eye brows. "I'm just (Y/N) in the bathroom, (Y/N) in the bathroom at a party."

There was knocking, which made you shake your head. "No, you can't come in!" You yelled, then looking down at your green nails, picking at them. "I'm waiting it out 'til it's time to leave." You muttered the last part, picking at the tub now.

"And picking at grout as I softly grieve!" You sang sadly, not knowing Bucky was on the other side of the door, trying to get in to talk to her, while fighting with himself internally due to the pill he had took.

"I'm just (Y/N) who you don't know," you got out of the tub, looking at yourself in the mirror, angry with yourself for being even alive. "(Y/N) flyin' solo!" You cried, tears pouring down your face.

"(Y/N) in the bathroom by herself!" Shouting this, you had tears dripping onto the floor. "Oh, by herself!" Slamming your fist on the sink, you realized what you had done, slightly cracking the marble, and sighing sadly.

"I am hiding, but he's out there, just ignoring all of our history." You hugged your shoulders, turning around, to see that you had caused an illusion on accident, you two playing video games together. "Memories get erased, and I'll get replaced, with a newer, cooler version of me."

The illusion of you two playing video games slowly turned into a pretty, smarter, and popular version of you, but without all the things you had.

"And I hear a drunk girl sing along to Whitney through the door-"

"I wanna dance with somebody!" Lili's drunken voice rang through the house, which cause you to sigh, tears still in your eyes, as your heart drops, and leaning against the door.