Hi, I'm here to Avenge you! [Avengers x Reader]

Story Time.

My boyfriend- sorry. Ex-Boyfriend tried telling me he wanted to date the girl who sent me into depression. So I broke it off, after a lot of arguing. Yep. I'm going to be really heart broken for a long time.. I don't know if I will post.. I have cried a lot in the past two days. And.. I'm going to be made fun of now.

I told everyone that I was dating someone I loved for so long, and now.. I'm going to be so sad.

I just want to cry.

"You flipped my damn world upside down, and shot it in the heart, then the brain."

I said that. I spent so much time loving him, making personal things for him..

Now, Kirlili's over.

My boyfriend and I have been together for so long.

I met him about 3 years ago, I was a happy, small innocent kid. I had so many friends. I loved talking to everyone. I was in 4th grade.

I loved being with teachers, I loved my family so much.

But ever since the February 14th of 2014, I realized I loved him. I pushed away family I pushed away friends. I pushed away people I loved so much, just to impress him.

But then here came trouble.

This girl named "Karma". We called her that.

She came strutting along, making me love her so much. I looked up to her, I followed her, I tried to be so much like her.

Then Domonic come to me telling me she's dead.

That she committed suicide.

At first, I thought it was a cruel, sick joke.

Then he showed me her suicide note.

I fell into depression.

I blamed myself.

I tried killing myself.

I tried getting myself sick, so sick I'd die.

I tried freezing myself for days.

Then my mom came along, telling me when I cried, I cared.

I cared about so many things.

Yet I screamed and pushed her away.

I posted a thing on Instagram, saying the truth.

My oldest friend from dance was so worried about me.

Her mom even emailed my mom.

Yet I still didn't care.

I felt so bad, I wrote for days and days how I wanted to go back, and change everything I've done.

Then one day in the summer/winter of the same year, I'm  online, watching some videos while playing video games, she pops online.

I thought it was another cruel sick joke. 

But I said hello. Asking if this was real.

She never answered.

So I went to my friend, Jackie.

I asked her "is Karma alive?"

She responded "Yes."

I then sobbed, and sobbed, i stopped everything I was doing, and cried.

Not happy tears.

But angry tears.

I was so angry. So upset.

She had lied to me.

She had sent me into depression.

I was gone for almost a month online.

No one could find me.

The only thing I did was go to school, then go home and hide.

I was so so sad.

But then the summer after 5th grade a friend of mine Named Shelby helped me out. 

She showed me to my best friend.

The girl who never yells at me.

The girl who has my back when I cry.

She even tells me to punch them, which makes me laugh.

Yet, here I am.

I broken mess.

One 12 year old.

Who has wasted so much

Yet I can't decided.

Why I should even keep doing this.

Writing stupid stories.

Drawing.

Being here.

And yet.

I find only a small amount of people who hold me up.

My best friend Zoe.

My best friend Meg.

My best writer friends, BBuchananBarnes and Mel_Malone

So I'm saying, don't let the last 3 years of my life happen to you.

Please.

Your pain isn't worth it.

- Lili.