It's over •JJK FF•[ON HIATUS]

The break up

in this story, you are telling your love story to me, the author. and i am listening without interruptions.

A/N: so, can you tell me your story?

Where do I begin? Okay, so you want to hear the sad story or the happy one? You'll find both in both so I'll just begin.

Jungkook and I had been together since the past 2 years. Yes, I'm talking about the BTS member Jeon Jungkook. I know right, I also hadn't imagined in my entire life that I'd be dating an idol. But my job gave my life a totally different direction, but that's another story. So, sticking to this one, I'll begin with our history.

We had been together for a really long time now, there was no denying it. But as time passed by, our relationship took a new turn. At that time we barely ever saw each other. In the beginning, we'd make time for each other anyhow, but things don't last forever. So, here is how my story actually began. My work finished early that day. I was not really tired so I thought 'why not make dinner today?' Jungkook and my relation were not really good these days. Every day I was living in constant fear. Every time he came home late, my stomach would do a summersault. And all I could think was 'oh no. this is it. Will he leave me? Is this the end of us?' he never said it but I could feel it in my bones. He didn't feel the same way as he did before. He spent more time out rather than with me. This dinner was also an excuse to make us get closer to each other. I went to the store and bought everything needed. I texted Jungkook before I left the place.

Hey babe, I'm cooking tonight. Don't eat too much out okay? Xoxo -Y/N

He didn't reply. So I went home and prepared dinner. I didn't work so hard on something ever before except for my exams. After the food was ready, I put them in different dishes and bowls. I went to my room for a shower. I got out of the shower and stared at my closet. Damn, I was over-reacting so much. If I could go back, I would punch myself and make myself stop. After some time of debating in my head I finally decided to wear a floral, cold shoulder-long sleeve dress. It gave a casual vibe to the look. I let my hair down and let it be in its natural position. Then I went downstairs and waited for him. It took him long. I called him but his phone was switched off. I was checking my SNS and I have no idea when I passed out. I woke up to the sound of the door. I looked up and saw Jungkook walking in with tired eyes. I smiled at him weakly. He came in and said 'what's this? Is something special today?' I was taken back but I was used to it by then. How cloud I expect that? I raised my head and said 'no, I texted you that I'd cook. Didn't you get my text?' he looked at his phone and said 'oh, sorry babe, I didn't check.' you smiled and said 'it's okay. Come, sit. Let's eat together.' When I said that, he looked at me as if he were trying to see if I was joking. I gave no reaction and he said 'I'm sorry, but I ate out with the members and I'm really tired. I'm going to bed.' What a guy! *clap* he didn't even ask me if I ate or not. He didn't bother if I waited 4 hours for him. I was depressed. So I didn't eat at all. As I was putting away the dishes, I heard a doorbell. 'Who could it be at this time? Maybe it's one of the members.' That was my thought and I went to open the door. Nothing, I repeat nothing was there. Confused and pissed, I walked to our bedroom. I changed quickly in to my pjs and got in the bed.

Next day when I woke up, Jungkook was gone already. I went for a shower and went downstairs since today was an off day. I made breakfast for myself and sat down to eat. Before I could eat that delicious looking pancake that darn doorbell rang again. I put down my fork and went to the door only to see a sweaty Jungkook panting before me. He walked straight to the kitchen and opened the fridge and took out a water bottle. I closed the door and went back to eating my breakfast. He looked at me and said 'where is my breakfast?' I replied 'it's been almost a year we stopped eating together. I thought you went for practice already. Here, you can have mine if you want to. I'll make another one for myself.' Jungkook walked away and said 'Forget it. I'll just eat out.' I was hurt. Well, that's what you get for being a fool. The day went by at the blink of an eye. In the evening Jungkook came home, earlier than usual. 'Hey babe, you're early today.' But I was thinking 'oh no. shit. He must be here to break up. This is it. He's done with me.' Without replying he came and sat down next to me on the couch. His eyes were cold and his otherwise comforting presence was making me nervous. He began speaking 'babe, I know you also have been feeling the same way. This....relationship...it's-it's not working out. I think we should break up...for the both of us. I know you are not happy either.' And my stupid body wouldn't listen to me. Tears started streaming down. They fell as if they had no limit. He was about to get up and leave when I did the dumbest thing I ever did. I held his hand and begged him. Yes, I threw away my self-respect for that boy. I know I'm not proud of it. 'Please Jungkook. Don't leave. Stay with me.' 'I need to go, Y/N. let go of me' he said irritated. 'Jungkook, just this one night please. Just this night, stay with me. One last time and I promise, after that I'll let you go. I'll leave before you wake up. I promise I will. Please Jungkook. Please stay.' I begged, like literally begged. He sighed and said 'I can't, please let me go'. I could take no more now. I let go of his hand. I was in shock. If I am asked to describe it, I would say I walked like a lifeless person, dragging their body. I went to our room, grabbed my stuff and........blacked out. I have no clue what, why or when it happened. The next thing I know is I'm back at my apartment and my phone is buzzing.

hope you like this chapter and story. some of them don't make sense but I'll try harder next time...

xoxo princi...