Chantal's life till 2K17

7th grade to the eighth

This year was just a little crazy I had then became 14. One thing is that I'm start from the beginning of this year and what happened. There is two years in this just so y'all know. I really hope y'all like it.
  So I went to my counselors office one day and that's when my dad and mom took me. Abigail went with us. I will never want to go through that again. Anyway I went in there and told her that I wanted to kill myself. She asked me why. I had told her that it was because of my dad. She asked why and I Rodger because he sexually abused me. She then called my mom in and told mom. So then after my mom left,she talked more with me.
She told that she was going to get me some help. So she then called the hospital and then another one called south wood. So then she told my dad to take me to the hospital and he did. I didn't think it was going to be this way. But I had to get around the lie to get to the truth. I knew that I should do this. I knew that I had to come up with strength. I had to rethink what I was going to. So I did what I had to.
We got in the car,and drove to the hospital. We got signed in. They called me and got me checked up,and then took me back. Everybody was in the room. I was scared to say something. So then she came in and she asked me why I wanted to kill myself. So I told her that I really didn't want to. She looked confused for a minute like she didn't know what was going on. I knew she didn't know. So then she closed the door alot more and sent them away. She said let's continue. So we did and I told her what my dad had did. I told her every detail.
  I told her how he would touch me and how he would look at me. She then said that she was going to take me to a white room and then have people question me. This was when shut got harder. So then they brought me food. I ate it all. Then I watched TV. There was people that came in and talked to me. I had to tell them stuff to. The nurse got me a paper and said that I could sign if I wanted to. So I did. I thought that I should you know.well I should have said no to signing that fucking paper. Ugh I hated that shyt I really did yo.
  So then I was in there for a week and cys came to get me and take me home. So I was so happy. I happy my phone back. I had alot of messages. Then my dad was coming back from the homeless shelter for men. He was getting the house back. So then we got our stuff and went to the woman's place. There was one night that we had to stay at a friends house though. I liked it and I didn't. After that,we got put in the shelter. We was waiting for a place still. So then Cys said that they had a place for us.
  We went and we moved into that place. It was 5th ave of beaver falls Pa. I miss that place so dearly much. It was the best place ever. Then I started smoking weed and I lost my virginity. So then after all these fights and everything I got put on drug and alcohol and thence got kicked out of the house. They then put her in an apartment. I then got to come home. I really hated them people they were mean.
Then my mom met this man off of facebook. So then he came down to see her and they got together. The worst that I wanted to happen. The worst 8 months of my life. I really hated it. So then our Cys lady that came out told us that we would have to pick a place to live. So I told them and my mom and him said no. So they had the other place. Fuck them though for that.
  So then we has-been with this one who're. She almost got her ass beat by my mom. Then they moved us to the projects. Right wear I wanted to be huh. Yea OK think again. Well anyway I really hated the first day of being there.well this was just what I wanted right. I had to walk from clear downtown to clear uptown. It was fun because sometimes I would just go to the river or a friends hous after. So that was the day we looked at it. Then after that my mom and her boyfriend went to stay a night at the place.I guess they thought it was fun. Me and my sister stayed at the house by ourself. Now that shyt was fun. We got up in the morning and went to school. I really loved being there alone but not in the dark for long.
  I went to school. When I came back home we waited for Abigail to come home right. Then when she did they moved everything to the new home. It was fun for them. Well then we got all the stuff in there and moved in. Well I come outside right. There's this bitch that I don't really like. She was always talking about me. I had asked her a question through facebook and she got mad saying that she was going to fight me. So I then go to the store a little later right. After I go to the store,she comes behind me and she hit me. Over a fucking question.
  So then somebody called the cops. They came and we pressed charges. We also told them everything. The bitch had ran of though. There were witnesses. But then that can't had came over from the back of my house saying that I was trying to get with her man. With is a lie. If I wanted her man I would have done been fucked him. So then that's when everything started with her.
  So she was talking about me all the time. But there was one time that she was being a little cunt that she still is. Well she thought I wanted her man.so then she got a bunch of people and there were men to. She tried to get all of them to jump me. Why?. Well it all started when we were at a party and she was talking about me. Saying that she wasn't when we got in that fight. I was like you dumb bitch. So then there was one day that I met this one person he is now my best friend.
He came over and I told David to not let him in but he did anyway. After he let him in he overdosed. That's how we lost the place. Then we had to move out. He took us up to this place called auburn new York. I hate it. We lived with his sister and then they got in a fight and broke up. So then we started to have a fight with his cunt ass sister and she still is a cunt. So now we live with my two nephews my uncle and my aunt. My moms boyfriend to. I go to boces wear there is alot going on and some kids like me.
  I am very surprised they do though. I can't believe they want to be friends with me and also can't believe two boys like me. So one of my moms exes said that he was going to beat her up and then said to go kill herself. So then she addmited herself to the hospital. Then she got out on Friday she was only there for 5 days.now everybody wants to beat his ass and she's OK now.
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