Chapter 8

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I can feel it. I know i don't have much time i can feel my body giving in. I cant move i cant get out of bed. It hurts to turn over. My body is a shade of grey and my mind is mentally paralyzed. Cameron is laying beside me and has been for these past couple of days and hasn't let go of me. I feel so secure.

"Angelica." Cameron says. "Yes?" i cough and ask. "I think of the life we could of had, our kids, taking them to school buying them clothes caring for them loving them and i think of us i want you to know i never want to leave your side. Never, i want to be with forever and on. Never forgetting your name always looking at my ring and knowing that Angelica Lopez is my wife and i will always love her." he says. "I love you too and I'm so  happy you said that because now i know you will be ok when I'm gone. You will still have our memories. Our laughs, are good times. Your the world to me and i will always look at my ring and remember I'm married to the love of my life Cameron Dallas." i say with tears running down my face.

That whole day me and him stayed in bed. Hand with hand. Legs with legs. Laying beside each other. Its like our body's were meant to fit perfectly together. I knew my time was coming very soon. I wasn't ready to leave Cameron. I wasn't ready to leave him all alone. It felt as if i only had a couple days left and i didn't want to spend them moping around and having a sad atmosphere. So i decided I'm going to be positive…for him. That's what its always for. For him. The thought of him actually not being happy tears me apart inside. He must be happy. If he isn't happy then i feel incomplete.

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