Chemistry Laylor Fanfiction

Jealousy

*Taylor POV*

"Are you ready to leave?" I shout to Laura.

Laura usually didn't take a long time to get ready, but today for some reason took extra long.

"Almost." She yelled back.

I decided to go check on her. When I walked in our room, I seen her on her phone, smiling.

"Babe, what the hell are you doing." I walk over to her.

"Sorry I was just messaging Tash." She turned her phone off quickly.

Laura and Natasha were a lot closer than Natasha and I. They normally talked a lot and hung out more than we did, and I was the closest with Danie and Uzo. But recently Laura and Natasha have been more constant than normal, I know I can trust Laura but as human nature I can't help but be suspicious.

Recently they have gotten more close, and I have noticed some flirting but haven't really thought anything of it until now. It all starts to come back to me and make me think.

"You're going to see her in literally 20 minutes, can we please just go." I started to feel agitated from over thinking.

"Okay I'm coming." She walks out of the room not taking her eyes off her phone.

We get to set 15 minutes late because of Laura. But Jenji was pretty lenient, especially if we never had scenes until a little later.

After saying hi to everyone, Laura kissed me and went to talk to Tash. I brushed it off and went to say good morning to Kate, who was truly a mother figure to me. I always talked to Kate about my problems or if I just wanted to vent. She knew about Laura and I, so if I ever had any problems I could speak to her but Laura and I have never fought before or had any serious issues.

"Morning Lady." I hugged Kate.

"Good morning honey." She hugged me back.

"Can I ask you something?" I sat down beside her on her dressing room couch.

"Of course."

"Do you think Laura would ever cheat?" I look at her.

"Why are you asking this? Are you suspicious of something?" She raised her eyebrow.

"I don't know if I'm just irritated or upset but seeing Natasha and Laura together today, has me feeling annoyed." I sound so crazy.

"You and Natasha are close too right?" Kate asks.

"Yes, but her and Laura are closer. She spent all morning smiling at her phone from messages with her." I felt my irritation start again.

"Sweetie, you are friends with Natasha and Laura didn't even like girls before you. I don't think you should worry, but I'll watch them and see if I think anything is going on, okay?" She touched my arm.

"Okay. You're right, I'll try not to worry." I left to go to my own dressing room and get ready.

While walking to my room I see Natasha and Laura hug, then Laura went into my room. I never thought of myself as the jealous type...but fuck, I really felt jealous. I think it's because everyone thinks my girlfriend is hot and Natasha has slept with many girls, so she could easily get Laura. All these thoughts are going through my head and I don't know what to feel or think. Usually I'm not this insecure. I want to talk to Laura about all this because communication is key, but she really hasn't given me a reason to be jealous or worried.

I walked into my dressing room and seen her, she smiles at me and tells me that I can take the car home tonight because she is going to get drinks with Tash. This really throws me over the edge of my overthinking. I just nod my head and go get my prison uniform on.

Laura left and she went back to her change room. When I came back from getting undressed I of course seen Laura and Tash together, so I decided to go over and talk with them.

"Hey." I joined the two.

"Hey Schilling." Natasha nudged me.

"Hey babe." Laura says.

"Why don't you call me babe?" Natasha made a pretend sad face at my girlfriend.

"I don't think Taylor would like that very much." Laura smirked.

"Is that the only reason you wouldn't?" I accidentally blurted out.

"Obviously." Natasha continued to joke.

Laura just laughed. I had to walk away because I was called for my scene. I would hate to think that Laura would ever cheat but I can't help to think that when they get drunk together they will do something. Laura and Natasha are both really sexual when they are drunk.

I sound so needy and like I have no faith in my relationship.

The time passed really quickly and it was time for me to go home and time for Laura and T to go get drunk. I was not excited but they seemed to be.

"Alright have fun guys." I waved to them.

"Oh we will." Tash smirked.

"See you tonight Tay." Laura kissed my cheek.

I went home and the whole car ride I felt sick to my stomach. I wish that I could have complete trust but I'm always scared of anything coming between mine and Laura's relationship. I decided to go home and try to sleep but sleeping was hard without Laura beside me. She made me feel so comfortable and being in this house alone for the first time wasn't a settling feeling.

I ended up passing out on the couch at 3am and Laura still wasn't home. I woke up to a noise at 5am, which was Laura stumbling in and throwing her keys in the glass bowl.

"What the fuck are you doing?" I wake up and look at her wasted behavior.

"Hey! Sorry I am so super late baby girl. Natasha made me stay, we had a fot of lun. Ha ha I said fot of lun, I mean lot of fun." She was stuttering her words.

"Go to bed, we'll talk in the morning." I decided to sleep on the couch.

"Alright sounds great to me!" Laura said loudly.

Laura has no clue what's coming to her in the morning.