truth hurts. (Ross Lynch/R5 fanfiction.)

chapter 5

*Quinn's POV*

I was laying on a cold white floor, and I was in a white dress. it seemed a little farmiliar and I couldn't think of why. I saw a girl that looked just like me stand before me, and hold out her hand for me to take. as I looked down I noticed blood, It was dribbling down the dress from where I was stabbed- yet I didn't feel a thing when I touched it. I took the girls hand and it felt amazing. a tingle shook through my body, I started to run with her and within a blink we were in a meadow. it was so peaceful. we twirled around in the long grass and flowers, then noticing a beach nearby. the girl pointed, but not once did I hear her speak. she guided me down to the warm sands as the grains sunk between my toes. the feeling was sensational, and it was like nothing I had ever felt before. I dipped my toes into the glistening blue water as a gentle breeze blew my hair and dress around. the water started to ripple, gentle at first, but with no control I kept going deeper and deeper into the sea. I stopped as the sea was around my waist, when the waves started intense ripples. a huge wave crashed behind me, confusing me as to how it got behind me. the water came deeper and my feet were being gently lifted from the ground every now and again. the waves were now growing increasingly intense, and before I knew it- a huge wave was coming for me. I swam as quickly as I could but the wave kept coming and coming and next thing I knew, I was being tossed around in the water. a rock hit me in the tummy, causing me to yelp under the water.

moments later, it all went black and I was in some room that was silent and narrow, like a tunnel. but one end was pitch black, and the other was white. I stood up again as small jabs of pain returned to my wound, and the blood was flowing more. the girl I saw that looked like me was stood before me again, extending her arm out to me again. I took it willingly as we walked to the white end.

'please be okay Quinn... I can't lose you, you're my everything... pull through baby...' I heard Ross's sobs echo through the tunnel.

'Ross?' I whispered, halting the walking.

'I think I'll die without her Rik. What if she doesn't make it?' I heard him cry. it was coming from the black end.

'Ross!' I yelled. the closer I got to the end, I could make out his face, crying hysterically. I sped up to go towards him, to see his face clearly. the girl was still holding my hand, but she pulled me to a stop.

'I Cant go further, Quinn' she whispered.

'why? who are you?' I whispered back.

'I'm Lucy. you won't remember me...just know that I'm someone who knows you very well. someone who will be there, I swear. I'll always protect you, I'll be with you all the time. goodbye, little Q' she smiled, then ran to the white tunnel.

I stood for a second. little Q... it sounded so farmiliar. but why? and Lucy... it sounded so important, again... but why?

I walked back over to the black end as Ross's face became clearer. I could now see all the tears on his face. I ran faster as I came to what seemed to be a wall, and I was banging on it. I could see him clearly now. he was looking down and crying harder. he was cutting himself....

'no! Ross! stop!!' I screamed. I kept banging on the wall. he shot his head up, pulled down his sleeve and put the blade into his phone case. he ran out to the hospital room. he was sitting next to me... I was so... lifeless. was I dead?

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Welllllll.... this is one of the awkward moments when you don't know what to say

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