I was having a hard time falling back to sleep but could you really blame me . I had an alarm set for 11:30am so I could get up take my daily shower and get ready for the hour drive in to town . I was still pondering if I should tell emily about my dreams just to get it off my chest .
after what felt like hours of tossing and turning I had fallen back to sleep I wish I hadn't because this dream was the worst one yet . I can remember more then one part as if I was living it my self I woke up in front of a sold red door I looked in the key whole I beautiful little girl in a white dress her room was bigger then mine . the walls painted baby blue with red trimming bay window took up one wall the floor was whit wood no carpet I thought it must be what the old house looked like but this house is in the middle of no where trees all around but hey this is a dream after all the girl turned around she must have bee at least nine or ten she had beautiful blue eyes and long black hair she looked like an angel I want to talk to her because maybe she would know why I'm here I go to open the do and in the blink of an eye she was in a black dress laing on her bed crying I rushed in to her room to see if she was ok but as soon as the door opened I seen blood coved bricks in a darkened room the floor was wet and the last thing I heard was her screaming I couldn't tell from where but i woke after that to my alarm clock buzzing .
"WELL THAT WAS FUCKING GREAT !" I need to get ready maybe I should tell emily about this it would help with this one. my shower was delightful compered to my dream last night .the warm water running down my back was almost lifting I needed this after this last dream that must be emily I'll just text her hey i have to make a quick trip to the bank to get a little money I'll be there in just a few c u soon . the drive out felt like I wasn't going any where I wish I had a signal out here to call anybody but i have the radio at least