The drive seemed odd the trees went by slower almost as if I was walking past them. I rolled my window down to smell the sweet smell of honey in the air it was clear as if it was right under my nose . there was a light shower I turned off my radio to hear the rain drops hit my car it was peaceful,it was almost perfect. I looked at the clock and I saw I had a little time to kill so I pulled over rolled my window up some turned off my car seat down and set a alarm for ten so I would just relax for a little . I felt great the time passed so slow I felt like I had been there for hours if I had stayed any longer I would have fallen asleep I wouldn't want that right be for a date with my ex its already going to be odd . I started my car and pulled back on to the road as I was pulling off to get back to my drive something cought my eye one of the trees was red , I thought nothing of it because there are kids that live around here one of them must have just been playing with a paint ball gun or a can of spray paint . I was just about halfway there when she called asking where I was I said I would be there in 30 . when I got there there was almost no one there it was just me and her and a handfull of people I ordered a small cappuccino and a blueberry muffin . the muffin was fresh , it was warm and soft , every bite was perfect just like today . it almost made me forget what happened last night he dreams came flooding back in to my mind . I started to get light headed all I could hear was her screaming it felt like she was right next to me , my mind was rushing , I felt sick I turned to run out the door for fresh air It felt like my lungs had stopped working but as I turned I was hit by bright blue and red lights the last thing I remember was running into the bathroom trying not to trip over my own feet I was having a panic attack someone was in the bathroom there was one other place that I could go it was upstairs and down the hall and back down stairs in the basement no one ever goes that far down . I think this café was a hotel because it had a food lift and I could fit because it had broken down and it was almost like a chair even for me now the best part is that the sliding door locks and only Emily and I know about this she knows I have panic attacks and she always comes after me but she waits for me to calm down by remanding that only we know about this and I always make her prove it to me she knocks are first date are ,first kiss and , are first over night visit. she knows the order and only then I will unlock the door but ... I think it was time to switch to de 'café .
