Yours Truly - The Broken Soul

From : The Broken Soul

Dedicated to : AllyM1989 & nameless1der & Aarushixmusic
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Date : 5 January 20XX

To ,
'Angel In Disguise'

Dear Stranger,

I never thought in this busy crowd ,
My absurd feeling would be felt aloud .

Lying in some corner perhaps i thought,
Would be last will , my gold pot.

Yes that letter was my gold pot,
Cuz those words were everything i ever got ..

That letter wasn't just a string of words,
It was the voice of a meek soul among countless herds.

Life has this strange , weird way,
Its gifts were always packed with betray.

Trust isn't a world that's left in me,
It was sin that stained my destiny.

This world is coloured in camouflage,
Like a devil veiled as a serene sage,
Like peace disguising a storming rage,
Like palace disguising a confining cage..

In this world,

Every face is a delusion,
Every smile is an illusion,
Every step is an occlusion,
Every promise is a seclusion.

My mind and heart are up for strife,
For one knows love and the other knows life,
One wants to believe the letter reflecting in my eyes,
And the other yells they are ' sweet talks' coated with lies..

My mind is crushing my heart 's will,
Telling it how its broken and hurt still,
For it trusted the men , the world,
For in their command it blindly twirled.

When all you receive is bitter betray,
When your speech is mute, no words to say.
Its hard to trust even the humble heart ,
For this world gave nothing but betray since the start.

Beneath faith , they break trust ,
Beneath love, they practice lust,
Beneath gold, their hearts are rust.

They know so well, to mask their reality,
How easily can they make up a fake identity.

Every night and every day,
I run from dark shadows,
Still they always find a way,
To wreck in and create chaos..

Since the day my eyes learnt to perceive,
The world shows you , what they themselves believe,
Since that day i learnt man can be devil too,
' Trust ' is the first thing i feared to do ..

When no one cares why do you ?
When the world is cruel how can you not be too ?
How can i believe everything you wrote is true?
How can i say this is not a riddle made by you ?

But even then there's a voice inside,
That's Begging and pleading to confide,
The voice that sees you as an angelic sage,
The voice that says you could mend my broken phase...

When you call me a 'Superhero'
When you tell me ' I am stronger than i Know'
I feel elated , something i never felt before,
I feel a faint spark of joy and so much more..

When you say you think I 'm brave,
I don't laugh ironically , instead i crave ;
your words for they seem true to me,
This voice within pleads to believe these words written by thee..

When you say 'I am a shining knight' ,
When you tell me i can stand a fight,
Everything you say seems alright,
I see a faint , misty light,
Beyond the dark, gloomy night..

Your words flush up a tranquility,
My heart no longer blazes in tyranny,

But when you say you resolve with all your heart ,
To make me forsee a new start ,
A spark of warmth i feel in my heart ,
Like your words have felt a frozen part..

I don't know if I'll be able to sail through this storming sea,
I don't know if there's actually a shining posterity.

All i know is ,

Your words are nurturing a part of me,
A part that succumbed to cruelity,
That part is now compelling me to create a fantasy,
Where i could once again color my tainted destiny..

And somehow your words have convinced my shattered heart,
That there can be a new era and a new start,
That i have a war to fight against my strife,
That i would be a disgrace, if i give up on my life..

I have no idea what your words are donig to me ,
And as to why i believe the words written by thee,
But right now my heart's telling me,
That's how its meant to be..

If i ever forsee the joys I'll gain,
If i ever muster courage to duly refrain,
If i ever find my sanity in the world so insane,
If i ever try to smile through my pain ..

'Will there really be a rainbow beyond the storming rain?'

Yours Truly,
-The Broken Soul

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A/N : i should control my whims to write so long chaps but i can't help it :(
Just a little thing i wanna say :- i wrote this book as a teenage mind that swirls with thousands of conflicting emotions and being a teen i know once in our lifetime we all for once feel nothing but a void that seems endless..
All i wanna say is :-
' Dream so big that all these grave thoughts vanish from your heart, trust me guys living for something big , is worth than dying for nothing'

' i discourage self - harm & suicide in every form '

Woah !! Got too intense... 😂 Chill up !!

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