Love at the First...?

Damn It!

*lots mentioned of fucked please excuse my profanities*

Yeseul wake up with a dizziness overwhelming inside her head and something is bizarre about the bed. The smell in the room is very different, so does the bed size. Its quite the same as hers at home, but the bed sheet is different in colour. Its blue sapphire, not pure white as she got at home. Yeseul brush her hair and lowers her head down. However, her sleepy eyes turns wider when she looks at her clothes. There is no slutty dress or whatever she wore last night.
"Oh shit," is the first two words comes out from her lips as soon as she awake from her sleep and notices that everything in the room is foreign. Yeseul lift the blanket that covers her lower body and yes, she has no pants on. At the same time, Yeseul swears that she can heard someone is showering in the bathroom that is already placed inside the bedroom. And the voice that she heard humming random songs, is a guy.

"I'm fucked,"

Yeseul quickly wanders her eyes around the room and see her clothes shattered on the floor and quickly put on before anyone in the house noticed. Her mind is as messy as herself right now. First of all, she has to come home clean without Sanghyuk knowing that she is missing or sleeping around. That dude must be freaking out so much if he knows. Yeseul grabs her bag from the table and something caught her eyes. Which is a black and gold business card with a name 'Wonshik Kim' written on it. Not giving any single fuck who the hell is Kim Wonshik, Yeseul grabs her bag and quickly ran away from the house.

•••

Yeseul glances at her watch, its 9am. She sighed loudly when remembered that Sanghyuk must have already gone to work if its already 9. However, a safety from the unstoppable nagger little brother should be prioritize first since her ears can't handle him. Therefore, Yeseul takes a smart initiative according to herself and walks to the backdoor which only maids and butlers only around. Butler? Oh snap. Yeseul remember she still has another annoying one who assigned by Sanghyuk to monitor her beings. Oh well not that she care about busted by the butler though. Hongbin is the fifth butler that she had because all of them can't handle her well.

And now Yeseul look around if the line is clear or not and hastily walk inside the kitchen until she stopped by a pair of long legs, wearing shorts and a pink sweater. Okay this is not Butler Lee. Yeseul speaks in her mind with eyes frowning before looking to the owner of the pair of clean legs with no hair.

"Where have you been? And what's with alcohol smell? I didn't know you can handle drink so much noona," Haneul gasps right away after listen to the oh-so-familiar-naggy-baby-voice. She surely gonna be in huge trouble for this time.

"Ani Hyuk-ah, Nayoungie held a party at her house. So—"

"Ahh party at Nayoung noona's house. As far I remember my noona right here isn't a party person. And dont lie to me. What's that with red spot on you neck. Don't tell me that yo— HAN YESEUL!!!!!"

*YESEUL POV*

A lion finally loose from its cage. I can clearly see Hyuk's pale white face turns redder than usual signing that he is extremely angry. But what should I do though! Things had happened which I can't stop it and nothing can do about it. But wait– red spot? I blankly touch my hands over my neck and reach out for my phone to turn the camera on, looking at the reflection. Nothing can describe my feelings right now and I can really see my neck is full of hickeys. My eyes wanders to the whole kitchen and only can see three maids is doing their works ignoring me and Hyuk having our little 'discussion' right here even I'm sure they listen to everything we said.

I pull my brother to upstairs and bumped into Butler Lee. Oh God even I can't see him clearly, but I know he must think that I got into trouble again. Which is so true.

"Now spill," Hyuk coldly cross his arms and lean his back against the wall inside my room as I am trembling myself looking for the perfect excuse for Hyuk. Truth to be said I am the person who can get out of trouble by lying a lot. I mean– not completely lied but..... yeah I dont know what should I say.

"I..... I...... I'm sorry, Hyuk-ah. It was a dare. You... You know how much I can't push away," shoot Kwon Yeseul, such a nice truth. Hyuk chuckles in silent.

"What's the reward?"

"Limited edition Louis Vuitton handbag....." I lower my gaze down because of scared. Hyuk can even yells right now though even he is younger.

"I can fucking buy that for you if you want! All you need is just ask! Why the fuck you have to give your body for a fucking handbag! Is that worth huh?!!"

"All things that you do is spend and spend and spend. Don't you have conscience how much my dad build all of this and you only knows to bring it down," he continues in mumbles but still I can listen all of the hurtful things come out from his little mouth.

Ouch. That's hurt. He was the one said will take my cards away if I buy stuff more than millions now he mad at me and even said hurtful words because of it. I can feel my eyes are sting because of the tears that I've been holding on to it, because of Hyuk said I was willing to risk my fucking body for a fucking handbag.

"I'm not a fucking slut! You know very well I cant handle skinship that much! Watch your mouth Han Sanghyuk! I'm still older than you! And I thought we are family. I never regard you as my stepbrother, Han Sanghyuk. I guess I'm wrong," My hand is close to slap him across his face but somewhat he is still my brother and I can't afford to hit him. The silence in the room has becomes the greatest noise they'd ever make. Both of them are being silence, fuming with anger with each other's reason to get mad.

"Noo–noona, I...." he stutters when my words knocked some sense in his head.

"Get out......" that is the words that I can still mouthed to him before I can't stop myself again for another yelling. I can heard Hyuk mumbles a cold yet soft 'what' and I don't fond enough to handle the shit that will come if he stays any longer in the room.

"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM!" And then I push him away from my bedroom with a heavy waterfall starts to pour on my already damp cheeks. I didn't ask for it, I was drunk and I didn't get to explain it to him everything. And I though Hyuk would understand me and console me with any words he has. But I'm wrong, I absolutely alone in this world with living under his dad's wealth. Im the poorest person on earth which makes my heart broke into pieces. I have no family to lean on, no money from my own, no love. Friends? I don't know if they still accept me because I have nothing from now on.

I fall on my knees crying out loud, thinking what the hell I took the dare seriously. I won't lose everything if I didn't go crazy over a handbag. I know I'm already fucked and yes I am fucked. If I didn't take the dare, all these things won't be happening on me. All these nonsense and my virginity must be still keep safe on me. Sanghyuk is hating me, he must have thought I'm a huge burden on him and his family. Why I haven't realized that... why I'm so fucking shameless to even noticed that I'm getting on his way to success.

I look at the backpack hanging inside my wardrobe, still thinking, do I still deserve in this huge mansion or not. Small chuckles slip out from my mouth and I grab the bag to stuff my few little things inside. If he think that I'm a burden, then there's no way I would live here anymore. Mom is already not here, I dont know where my biological dad is so yeah. No one, no family. I guess I have to start moving on my own.