Love at the First...?

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Hey guys! I dont mind if you want to read this or not cuz I dont think its important. But its something related to Taekwoon's story. You can visit the book (shameless promotion).

But I think I would like to share something regarding domestic violence which I portrayed in Taekwoon's fanfiction. First thing first, I would never ever thought domestic violence could be so real. I portrayed Taekwoon as a husband, who would be all caring in front of their families, being lover dovey towards Haneul and yet, start going to abuse once they're alone. Coming home with girls, throwing punches, kick and have sex with her even when she denied all of those treatments. That was sickening, I know.

And I would never thought domestic violence can be happened in my own close surroundings, while me here wrote stuff about it. So many things happened lately and I don't get to update my latest fanfic, and it send me chills as remembering how I write this story while someone is suffering outside in silence. It happened so close to me but I was never realized about it. When I know this person got abused by her husband, I was crying in silence thinking how much it hurts to live with someone who doesn't love you at all. Plus receive beatings was a no no. Husbands hitting on wife are fucking definitely a fucking coward I tell you. I see her face was swollen, bruised and she was a total wreck makes me feel so angry but I don't know what should I do.

Even the smallest matter, like when Haneul only talking with Heejun without any heart feelings, Taekwoon dragged her home in front of all people and humiliated Haneul in front of so many people. That was happened to this person too but she got dragged because she is working. This was a total shame on man though. No matter how mad you are and even you have the huge temper, you shouldn't do that to your wife. Woman is a weak creature in physical I admit but you guys would never know if we stand up for our rights and fight for it. Woman does look soft and weak, but never underestimate our brain.

This society is totally sick of everything. People's attitude and lack of love has become major issue and factors of why world has this kind of disease. I'm not a feminist, but I want to tell how I feel and how I can relate Taekwoon's story with my reality. Like Haneul refused to tell her family about how abusive Taekwoon towards her, and like this person who refused to tell everyone how abusive her husband is. Just imagine how many woman are suffering in silence and only received the blow without speaking out her mind. Man, your strength is a bless from God, which you aren't supposed to misuse it. If you have a lucky girl with you, cherish her. Be nice to your girl, not to treat her like a shif cuz she got family. And a woman, once she starts to love, she will love you hardly. Yet if she feels heartless on you, don't expect she can be the same as she was before bcs things gonna be different.

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Sorry for the slow update cuz I was so busy as a lot of things happened this days and don't worry the upcoming chapter is on the way, please wait for it ❤️