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Supetmarket Flower

Think about what you say. It's something that you don't do and I hate it. It tears me up from the inside slowly. You claim to be my best friend, saying you know everything about me, but you don't know. As a "best friend" you continue to ignore what I hate and continue to do those things. And when I get pissed at you for doing them.. you become a hypocrite. You can't hide your emotions but I can ! And here's my proof.

Remember those tiny criticism you gave me when you heard me sing even though I already told you I needed to work on it? Yet you continued to push the 'feedback'?

Yeah..

and what about those times when I smiled yet was slowly breaking because although you know that I want this.. you couldn't seem to understand how much I loved it.

I loved singing to the point where.. I wouldn't let anyone bring me down. Back then I could just sing.. but now it's much more than that and honestly you trying to help doesn't help me.

I'm limited, I know, I have to work with what I have. I'm not stupid and I know I need to improve so although I hate feedback, I'll accept any from you. But if you criticise me yet you can't even do it yourself, I will not accept it. If you tell me I'm bad at singing but refuse and constantly imply you can't sing, I will not even bother listening to you.

As my "best friend" you should know me more than anyone else.. but when you pull moves off like this. You're just as good as any other of my friends who know me.

So think about what you'll say next time because next time you speak... you'll either help me... or continue to slowly tear me from the inside.

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Apologies for the rant and the another rant that's about to happen.

You see, recently I've had to pull out of visitors day. I was suppose to sing with someone else who's an all ranger but the key was out of my vocal range and didn't find this out until 5 days before the actual day. Now, instead of continuing practising with them knowing that I will never hit the right note before the day, I let my friend take on my part as well as a solo. I pulled out without hesitation knowing that I just couldn't do it yet.

Now here's where it gets complicated.

One day I'm humming to the song and get to the point where I could t hit the high note. My "best friend" hears me and tells me that I just couldn't hit that note. Maybe I'm just over reacting, after all it was feedback to help me. But if you heard it the way I did, you would hear her saying that "don't even try you're not good enough". She didn't say that out loud but... you could hear the words screaming from her insides.

I'm not one to bring myself down, but I just couldn't after that. She claims to be my best friend, but when I'm quiet she claims something is wrong even when there isn't. When I give her a response she'll think I'm mad or angry, and she'll say "oh well sorry miss grumpy" or something and... she knows I hate it. I've told her multiple times as well as others that if I'm quiet and you suggest something is wrong or if I'm mad... whatever you suggest I am my mood is, my mood will change to that.

Ripp... ending rant here. Thanks for reading.