Does anyone ever just want to be the opposite sex? I'm was going to take this chapter down because I can get a lot of whiplash for this subject and what I'm about to say. But I realized that I don't have to care what people think about me if they're jerks. But anyways I just need to get this off my chest. I really want to go through hormone therapy to change myself from a boy to a girl, but where I live is a little Mormon town that shuns homosexuals and especially gender changing. I know I'm already really lucky that my parents support me being bisexual (leaning more towards gay) but I don't think they'd support me wanting to change genders. I'm sorry for anyone who knows me in real life that reads this but please don't let this change how you see me. I already have enough voices in my own head telling me that I'm a disappointment so I really don't need voices outside of my head adding fuel to the fire that is burning me. Sorry for boring everyone with my personal problems but I just really needed to say what's on my mind. My therapist says it helps confessing things and I find that it's true so... anyways bye. Feel free to tell me how much of a attention whore and a freak I am considering that's all I'm guessing is going to happen from this chapter. Bye!!
