Forget Me Not

Chapter Four

Chapter Four

The town car jolted to a holt and I woke from my slumber to see the living room light on in my house twinkling at me.

“Are you alright Lady Winter?” The driver asked stepping around in the pouring rain to open the door for me.

I held onto his hand to step out of the car but was suddenly feeling so dizzy I felt the driver steadying my weight. “Help, someone help me!” His voice yelled out but I was once again closing my eyes.

Everyone had made plans for the day so I was left in the big old house alone with the servants.

The next letter arrived at lunch inconspicuously hidden under my pot of tea, like with breakfast I was disinterested and only wanted to know what he had written back.

Dear Lacy

Forget me not for this morning was blue,

Forget me not for I didn’t disturb you.

Forget me not for I too would kiss you again if we do.

E

What on earth could I say to that? He thought my sleeping was beautiful and he wanted to kiss me again as well…

Dear E

Forget me not for this morning was white.

Forget me not for I thank you.

Forget me not for asking may it be tonight?

Lacy

I couldn’t decide if I should send that, did it come across as being to forward or worse slutty? I seriously didn’t want Ezra to think I was a tart, Omg what if he’s been with slutty girls before?

My heart judged it was befitting so that’s what I would send, I quickly got on to eating my lunch so fast I got the hiccups.

When he came up to collect it I could feel myself going red, we didn’t speak again but he quickly placed the note into his pocket like before.

“I’m telling you this is exactly how she was acting last night!” I could hear Kurt’s voice saying dramatically. “She’ll deny she’s drunk!”

“She’s a goody two shoes seriously Kurt she’s more likely pill popping then drinking herself stupid!” Danielle’s whiny voice interrupted.

“I think it’s none of those things and you two are just trying to dramatize it!” Rick’s said sounding annoyed like he didn’t want to be having this conversation. “Here is my suggestion maybe Lacy is in love and it’s manifesting into whatever is going on with her!” Angela said sounding like she had the more logical answer. “Lacy in love, honey are you not the one on drugs?” Rick replied with a belly laugh.

“No don’t dismiss Angela’s opinion, Lacy maybe a lunatic but at least she was a raving lunatic saying she loved someone to me last night!” Kurt said toning his voice down so it didn’t sound so dramatic but more himself. “I caught her with a Google Search for some Guy she works with so maybe that’s who she is in love with!” Angela spoke with the upmost certainty she was right.

Immediately I sat up and I wasn’t about to care how dizzy it made me feel but I had to be the one to clear the air.

“I’m not on drugs and booze, God damn it you guys know me better then my family!” I paused did I want to be in denial about being in love with my unresolved issues with Ezra Wentworth?

No not really but I had to tell them something even if it was the slightest bit of the truth to get them to leave me in peace. “It’s unrequited love and it’s been going on for sometime, I can’t tell you who because I’d have to kill you!”