Poetic

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Sick of waiting and waiting till this is over.

Of time ticking away slower than usual.

Wishing that I could just disappear from this ratchet world.

Away from this pain that is inside of me, consuming me.

Pain that I don't fully understand.

Sick of sitting around doing nothing.

Of watching as everyone I know experience things I'm unable to.

Sitting in one place, stagnant as life passes me by.

While you experience the time of your life.

Life is not easy or simple but we all got to live through it until it..

Passes and we all die, regardless of whatever we may do to prolong it.

Me, I want to be free of all the restrictions and expectations that are paved out before me.

By living through life one day at a time, living like its your last day alive will it make you feel more free or more custom to death?