i was in 8th grade when i actually realized that i'm attracted to the same sex. it was so cliché. she was my best friend and she always helped me with my mental disorder. she was the first girl ever who made me want to wake up every single day. do i sound creepy? yes? well, it's all in the past now so you can laugh. up until now, she still makes me happy. just not like before. she will always be my crushie no matter what. :>
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