Fuck Up

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I might have fucked up

Looking into her eyes

I realized I might have fucked up

I should have never called her bitch

Her stare is cold

I don't like it

"I'm sorry"

She's quite

"Baby, I'm sorry"

She looks up

"We're done"

I still

Everything inside me stills. Because if I move I'm going to break

"No, after every single thing you have put me through you don't get to decided we're done!!!" I yell

I kneel in front of her and take her face in my hands

"You can't decide that, baby don't do that to me" I plead

"What the fuck am I supposed to dooo?!?!?!? You fucked UP!! You ruined this!!" She signals between us, agitated

She stands and starts to pace

" I can't leave her" she states

"I want you, but I can't leave her.... you fucked this up!"

Her voice cracks

I'm still kneeling

Unable to move

Unable to breathe

It's over

I always knew she would choose her over me

And for some reason, this thought calms me.

"Fine"

I get up off the floor and strip

"You want me?, then fuck me but when we're through leave me."

I kick off my boots, pull my shirt off and unhook my bra.

I stand in front of her in just tight leather pants and nothing else

"If you fuck me and realize that I'm am every single thing you ever wanted you will always have me...... But if you fuck me and can live without me then leave me be."

She's still

I get closer to her, so that every time she exhales I breath her in

I look into her beautiful deep brown eyes and see her fight

She loves me

She will never say it

But she loves me

We stand facing each other

"Just fuck me" I whisper

"Then I can let you go"

She doesn't like that

She grabs me by the throat and breaths me in

"Don't fucking threatening me"

She walks me back until my back hits a wall

"Cause we both know that's you can't live without this" she says while undoing my pant button

" you need this, just as much as I do"

She bites my neck and grabs me by the base on my hair

My eyes close

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