You Are Mine

Same shit, Different day

"Keep on being like this and I'll swear to you, I'll disappear "

I just stare at her

She believes her words

"You know that disappearing will hurt you more then it'll hurt me"

"You would think that......"

She looks me straight in the eyes

"If I walkout right this minute and not tell you a word, who would be more hurt??..... Who would cry???"

I walk over to her and slide my hands around her waist

Run my hands up her body and around her neck

Look her dead in her eyes

I tighten my hold

"I would, if you disappeared on me Im the one who would be hurt. I would cry and I wouldn't know what to do with myself. I'm the one who'll be lost and broken. I'll be alive but not living"

Before she could say anything else I seal her lips with mine

I hate when she talks like this

I hate it cause it's all true

Not one word said is a lie

"It wouldn't be life without you" I whisper on her lips

I linger and open my eyes

She looks blissful

I tighten my hold around her neck

She shouldn't look blissful when she talks about destroying my life

"See, cause when you don't talk to me for days I become insane, imagine what would happen if I could never see you again, never be with you again"

I let go of her neck and run my hands back down to her waist

She takes a deep breath

"Baby don't disappear" I whisper

I pick her up and drop her on the table

I claim on top, and hover over her

"Just don't do it, cause you know you'll miss me too"

I fuse my mouth to hers

I don't like this

Her not being in my life

I hate it

But she's right

She can leave me and not think twice

But me

I won't be able to survive

So I kiss her like its my last time

I run my fingers into her hair and hold her still

I wait till she opens her eyes and look straight into them

They're deep brown

Heavy

Beautiful

"You never gave us a chance, after everything" I whisper

I tilt her head back

Kiss her neck and lock my lips with hers

breath in her gasp as our tongues play the endless games they love to play

She arches her back and tries to bring us closer

Chest to chest

Heart to heart