You Are Mine

Miss you

I miss you

I reread the note a thousand times

It's been 5 months since I seen her and this is the first she reached out to me

I miss you

I opened my door to a bouquet of rainbow flowers

And a I miss you

It doesn't help that citizen cope sideways was playing on my Bluetooth

Fuck

I feel tears brimming my eyes

Its been hard for me

I've reached out a thousand times to her these last four month and all I get is a seen

Never a response

I miss you too

Hitting send is hard, cause what will i do if it was just a moment of weakness for her and she still doesn't care?

What will I do if she doesn't write back

It's a struggle everyday to forget about her and I lose every single time

I press Send

Maybe it won't hurt so much this time

Meet me for coffee??

The reply was Instant

Im lost at what to do

Ok, where and what time??

1/2 hour ok?? Starbucks near me??

Cool

Damn, I'm really am a sucker for her

there's a 1000 Starbucks in NYC and I'm hoping it this one

I'm nervous as fuck

She did say the near her ... Right??

I looked at my phone for the 39x... It's been 1/2 hour

Fuck

Hey

I look up, eyes wide open

Damn she's beautiful

Hey

I exhale

I don't know what to do

I stand up and just get lost

It's been five months

Five months since I've looked into her eyes

Hey

I find myself leaning in and just kissing her

Five months

I've missed you

"Let's go"

"Wait what?"

"I don't wanna hear anything but your moans, everything else you can tell me later......so let's go"

I grab her hand and lead her out the door

Fuck everything

I just want her

Everyone and everything else doesn't matter