I'm through with this shit
All of this is making me want to quit
What's the point of being here if I'm feeling so damn worthless?
You say I don't care,
but can you really talk?
You're the one being ruthless and kicking me to the curb
You should be the one to love me
But all I'm seeing from you
is that you hate me
You should be there for me
Instead you're letting me fall over a stupid fucking device and that's all
Can't you see that it's crazy?
Can't you see that I'm depressed?
Cuz all of the stuff you've been sayin'
is makin' me stressed
I used to be suicidal but lately
you've been causing me to relapse
Because of your obsession for your selfish needs
If a piece of metal and wires is all it takes to determine my fate,
then why do you even say you love me
when all I feel is hate?
You sure have a funny way of showing it
Because if I disappear
You probably won't even notice and
it'll be like I wasn't even here
What's the point of being here when all I feel is hate?
I'll figure out what that is before it's too late
I'm not giving up because that's not who I am
I am strong, determined and a fighter I am
You're the one who's weak
So you take it out on me
For the last 7 years
that's been your hobby
Since the grand split you've been making me unhappy
You take it out on me
because I determined your fate
If you wanted it to work out, you should have shipped me away
Because I'd rather be with him than be living in this hell
I'd be better loved and cherished than I do in this place
You already picked your favorite, in her Dodger blue
You picked her because, well she's a lot like you
I'll never be your favorite
I'll just be the one you chose to protect
The only protection I need now in my life
is the one from you because
I need to save my life
One punishment in March was all I needed
I learned my lesson in that place but you didn't believe it
I'm never doing it again
Why can't you see that?
The only lesson I should be needing is how to be a better person
Not this childish game you're playing
I'm done with this shit
It's making me want to quit
Watchout what you do next
Because I'm gunna put you to the test
It makes sense what the other does I see why she does it
Because in the future with my kids you might be missing
You'll miss out on their lives
All because of your stupid demise
Then you'll regret it in the end
when you're old and gray
But I'll be too far gone because you made me pay
For things that I shouldn't have and things that don't make sense
Be careful, because of my stories,
I'll leave you in suspense
